~Haru~

Upper class men can be such asshole sometimes…
          
          Bruh told me, “this is not personal,” def personal, “but upperclassmen usually the cheer”. Like ok???? Then don’t sit there in awkward silence for 30 seconds and call it. Like bro im only doing this so I can go home faster. I don’t care who calls it. But like if you wanna then do it fast. If you don’t then don’t blame for calling it out. 
          
          
          Just wanted to rant, carry on

I wanna cover myself in ink
          
          I wanna be a piece of art
          
          Beautiful for the world to see
          
          For the curious eyes of people
          All ages
          All colors
          All genders
          
          
          
          I don’t wanna be me anymore
          
          Not when I’m just me
          
          Not when I’m not beautiful for the world to see

I’m tired of myself, every time I think that maybe just maybe I’m improving, taking one step forward, I take ten back
          
          
          I wish someone would just hold me
          
          I wish I wasn’t different
          
          That I wasn’t normal
          
          I wish that I wasn’t so difficult 
          
          I wish I knew how to be a wonderful friend
          Instead I just take and take
          
          Then they leave
          And I can’t even blame them
          Not when I want to leave me too

Shine, Dream, and Smile (2028) - orphan_account
          
          It's a good book for when you just want the story to have an opening and a closing that is nice, a little sad but, nice

I just found an absolute GEM on Ao3
          
          
          It’s called ‘The Quadruple Daddy Dilemma’ by Cydersyrup. 
          
          For anyone who likes stand up comedy, this will make you die laughing. Past experience
          
          I’m also writing this so I remember it in the future bc making an account on Ao3 is hella confusing and not for me

last night I tried out using a more masculine name (Jay/Jae) and my heart literally soared with happiness
          
          
          
          in conclusion- I'm fucked

I’m stressed and lonely and I don’t know who I am anymore. Some please help. I just need to talk

I want my gender to look like ??? But instead i look female :(

Happy birthday Xiaojun, S. Coups, and Younghoon

I just watched gender fluid Tiktoks and had many gay panics because MVMFMDEKKFKVKVMDDMNF-