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SUMMARY OF WHY I NEVER CONTINUED IF I KNEW: OMG I WANT TO CONTINUE WRITING BUT IM TOO BUSY DOING NOTHING. I'M SO CONFUSED TBH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. OKAY I'LL JUST EXPLAIN THIS TO YOU (LOL AS IF SOMEONE IS GONNA READ THIS) I DON'T KNOW WHICH THINGS TO DO FIRST. I WANT TO HAVE VOICE LESSONS. IT'S REALLY MY DREAM TO BECOME A SINGER BUT THEN I ALSO WANT TO HAVE A PIANO LESSON AND A DRUM LESSON AND A GUITAR LESSON. SEE WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT? I'M HELLA COMPLICATED. I CAN'T STUDY THAT ALL AT ONCE BC IT'S FUCKING EXPENSIVE. I JUST NEED TO CHOOSE ONE. AND I ALSO WANT TO LEARN HOW TO SKATE BECAUSE MY COUSIN FROM CALI WILL BE VISITING US AND HE'S REALLY GOOD AT IT AND I WANT TO SHOW HIM MY SKILLS (WOW SKILLS) BUT A SKATEBOARD IS TOO DAMN EXPENSIVE TOO. AND I ALSO WANT TO LEARN HOW TO BEAT BOX AND TO READ BOOKS. HOW CAN I DO ALL THAT STUFF IN ONE MONTH? WHICH ONE SHOULD I DO FIRST? PLUS, MY PHONE'S BROKEN AND I BROKE 3 PHONES JUST LAST YEAR SO IT'S GUARANTEED MY MOM WONT BUY ME ANYMORE. I'M GOING TO BUY MYSELF A NEW PHONE. ((LONG VERSION DON'T READ IF U DONT CARE)) ((PROBS NO ONE WILL READ THIS LOL)) I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE DRUMS BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A CHANCE IN SINGING. BUT I STILL WANT TO GIVE SINGING A TRY BECAUSE IT'S MY DREAM. THE SAME REASON WITH WHY I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE KEYBOARD. EVER SINCE I WAS KID I REALLY WANT TO LEARN HOW TO SKATE; I KNOW HOW TO RIDE A WAVE BOARD THO. BUT MY MOM WONT LET ME BECAUSE I MIGHT GET A SCAR FROM THAT. SO I TOTES GAVE IT UP. YH LIFE GOES ON. IDC. BUT NOW, I HAD A MOTIVATION/INSPIRATION TO LEARN HOW TO DO IT AGAIN. I WANT TO BECOME A GOOD WRITER TOO, I WANT TO READ LOTS OF BOOKS TO LEARN NEW WORDS TO BE ADDED TO MY VOCABULARY BUT I'M SO STRESSED. I HAVEN'T READ LOTR YET. JUST SAYING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. OR MAYBE IM JUST OVER REACTING. UGH IDKEM MY LIFE SUCK. PLEASE HELP ME GOD. AMEN. LOVE PATRICIA