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Hello friend, please read the teaser for my brand new JK story! Appreciate you. 

Please give it a go  
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/377321774?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=_taeza

First of all, he ... He.. Idk I noticed him and he noticed me like I'm a human being and he's a human being and fuckkkkk, first of allll, I'm sorry but he is literally fine... Like uk in his own way and he's so confident. Like his confidence is radiating and he's the same color as me!! Andd... He's rich lol but like ok, he's fineeee, and he can drive so well╥﹏╥(^_^♪)im not saje anymore he is soooo like how do I sayyyyyyyy it's soooooooo insaneeeeee

Oh fuck fuck fuck, guys, so yes I got my driving licence and o can drive but I just don't drive alone. I'm not suree so I don't take a risk and I am just wandering here and thereee these dayssss. 
          
          
          I think I'm ok, just a litttleee littllle bitttttt. I'm not sureeee and idc I'll doe one day, life shouldn't be taken v v seriously rightttt??????? Anddhajdhsj
          
          
          
          I .. Think I have a crush on someoneeeeee

┆https://www.wattpad.com/story/333742327?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=jiyoungmochi

I'm finally thinking of going to a psychiatrist. 
          
          
          
          I've been depressed since I was 12. My mother was emotionally and physically abusive. We were poor and my dad was absent. When my dad came back, all he did was traumatize. He is crazy and so is my mom. Many things, worsened my mental health to a point, I started to get sucidal. Ifeel sucidal everyday presently. But, I kept getting help on side.. Nd continued my living. But, now, after that incident, I realized how traumatized I am, normally as a person and that I'm way too delusional. Idk, but all the trauma is manifesting as actions in my daily life. This... Pushed me to get help. 
          
          
          Idk what those doctors are going to do with my mind. What if they ruin it even more for business... Nd make me crazy that I'll have to go to mental hospital ? Idk man but I still.. Should try my best... 
          . Nd I completely figured out the book I'm  writing nd it's going well.. But I'm lazy, so im procrastinating it 
          .. I should complete it soon, find a publisher nd release it sooooOOOONNNN

I crashed my car. I'm safe and nobody is hurt. But... 
          
          
          
          This has took a huge emotional troll on my mental health. I had severe panic attacks and still do. It was an ACCIDENT but the guilt and what if scenarios are killing me. 
          
          
          I learned driving for a month, got my license and today was the first day I took the car out. I did it perfectly even when there was a very narrow road with lots of cars parled side to the road. I stopped in front of my dad's store. Unfortunately, I forgot, that I should find a parking space since it is a four wheeler. But, there was a 4wheeler back to me and kept on pressing the horn. I was tensed, but tried to reclaim my cool. But, due to my impatience, I took a very irrational and impatient decision and turned the steering right(there was some space to park). But, when I was turning right, I couldn't understand the margin well and my car hit a parked scooter and the scooter fell down. It was so quick.. 
          
          
          My dad, my cousin, everyone were so scared nd scolded me sfm. I was so traumatized. But, thankfully nobody was injured and the vehicle was absolutely fine. 
          
          
          But, it just...... Killed me. Firstly, how did I not preplan the parking beforehand when I knew I had to stop? Secondly, when I was stuck, why did I take stress instead of either taking help Or asking the for wheeeler to move back, so that I could turn the reverse gear on and park my car? Thirdly, why didn't I know the margin before turning right and why tf did I turn left? 
          
          
          Nd the what ifs are just... Even bad. What if there was a person? Or a child? Would I have caused serious injury? Or maybe death. It is the fact that, if I was in wrong place with wrong timing, I would have ended up in jail... Or even worse, as a murderer.... There were no humans, but it's just.. What of there were... My dad's friend told me that I wouldn't even drive if there was a cbild Or a human being... But would I have? Would I have not? 
          
          

Life has been a total rollercoaster, but for better

Hi, I apologies if I disturbed or offended you in any way. I am a writer who is still learning and I am practicing my writing skill. I just published a book named ' Scars And Flowers {A Bts Fanfiction}" . I hope you give it a try and its upto your liking. I am really gratefull for your consideration and time. { I am sorry If you don't like me promoting this book on your account you can message me and I will remove it[
          
          Thank You once again
          

HEYY! I hope you are doing well and fine ✨️ whatever problems you are facing now, don't worry those problems will get over and everything will be fine and  better in the future ❤️ And here I drop lots and lots of love from me <3333 Take care of yourself my dear friend ❤️❤️✨️✨️