Keerthanaaaa0
Hi guys, how are you,? Idk of anyone even remembers my existence. Lately, I've been on a roller coaster. I am going viral on instagram. But, I'm just too lonely and isolate irl lol. My mother got to know about instagram and she told me to delete everything.
I told her that I did but I just deactivated it for a while and changer the username.
She's a mad woman. A crazy one. She used to beat me up black and blue when I was young, thankfully I'm out of that hellhole. She wants me to come visit her in summer vacation (to torture me for the entire span of 2 months ). Ofc I shouldn't go . Idk how to deny her. She's gonna throw a big fit. I don't want to deal with her. I don't want to deal with anyone honestly. They're all so weird. People are so weird around me, they can't stand it that I'm doing so well in life and their Jealousy is so real. They made gangs against me , bullied me like it' was so bad guys and I had health issues and I was taken on ER.
It was so overwhelming. I am anemic now. I'm focusing on recovery taking supplements...I wish I can move in to a single room .I'm leaving in a pg with two other roomates. They smoke, they are too rude, Nothing can be done to them. So insecure and Loud they are.
I want to move in to a single room. Cook my food and sleep peacefully. Do my work and live a good life...I wish I can find my husband soon. I miss him . The day I'll meet him, I'm gonna cry for a long time
Pultuu
@Keerthanaaaa0 Aww I’m really glad it helped you, seriously. You’ve been through a lot and the fact that you’re still standing, still trying to grow, that’s something to be proud of even if it doesn’t feel like it every day. And I like what you said… you are moving forward. That matters more than anything. Take it slow, take care of your health and don’t rush yourself into being “okay” overnight. Also, you deserve peaceful people and a peaceful space, so I really hope you get that single room soon. It’ll make a big difference. And hey, thank you for your kind words too… that was really sweet. I’m here anytime you need to talk, okay? No judgment, just real talks ❤️
Lavendarlily241
@Keerthanaaaa0 I’m really happy to hear how you’re trying to take care of yourself now. Just keep focusing on your health, okay? Little steps matter so much. And keep praying too… if God has brought you this far, He’s definitely going to guide you through everything ahead as well. And thankyou sm for your kind words to me ❤️ your words honestly made me smile ❤️ And you're stronger than you know u are and things will slowly fall into place, I truly believe that. Take care and don’t forget to eat properly ❤️
Keerthanaaaa0
@Lavendarlily241 Yes Gurl. It's just about my Health that is making me this weak and insecure about myself, my future and my capability to take care of myself. I want to be independent, healthy . God did guide me through our my journey. I knew he was there. Thanks to him, I'm progressing in my life. I just hope that no evil eye works on me and I pray to God that no jealous and insecure person stumbles accross my path. I don't want bullies again for sure. I am overcoming my health based anxiety and insecurities, trying my best and I will get regular health checkups as well. I was a bit stingy delaying them, now I won't and not skip my meals . Other than these, it is all good. A little bit here and there but I will sort it out eventually. Thank you sm for the message. It cheered me up a lot. I hope you are okay too and I hope all things go well for you. Mwah
