Keerthanaaaa0

I posted how I felt few weeks ago and those who replied, my heart goes for you.
          
          Little update:
          I got healthy, a little bit, I've been eating whole food plant based diet along with Protein powder. I'm going to gym next week and u found a room to stay( all for myself!).
          The best thing about it is that it is in a hostel and there is no security issue . I'm also provided with hot water, wifi ,washing machine and many things
          
          My instagram page grew to 17.5k followers but I'm still not able to monetize lol. I'm thinking to...start a Youtube channel as soon as moving in
          
          I am still keeping my distance and boundaries with my family members. I'm having a difficult time paying my university fees but  I'm pretty confident that I will find a way to get help
          
          And, there is this loop of anxiety that is stuck with me. It grew as I Gained fame. It is this constant fear that I will be framed and put in a jail or trolled or cancelled by the public. I also get scared of  being stalked , targeted as my presence is too loud these days even when I stfu.
          
          
          Whatever it is, u hope I keep my distance with people,  keep myself safe and get financially independent soon :)
          
          
          
          
          
          

Hi guys, how are you,? Idk of anyone even remembers my existence.  Lately, I've been on a roller coaster. I am going viral on instagram. But, I'm just too lonely and isolate irl lol. My mother got to know about instagram and she told me to delete everything. 
          I told her that I did but I just deactivated it for a while and changer the username.
          She's a mad woman. A crazy one. She used to beat me up black and blue when I was young, thankfully I'm out of that hellhole. She wants me to come visit her in summer vacation (to torture me for the entire span of 2 months ). Ofc I shouldn't go . Idk how to deny her. She's gonna throw a big fit. I don't want to deal with her.  I don't want to deal with anyone honestly.  They're all so weird.  People are so weird around me, they can't stand it that I'm doing so well in life and their Jealousy is so real. They made gangs against me , bullied me like it' was so bad guys and I had health issues and I was taken on ER.
          It was so overwhelming. I am anemic now. I'm focusing on recovery taking supplements...I wish I can move in to a single room .I'm leaving in a pg with two other roomates.  They smoke, they are too rude,  Nothing can be done to them. So insecure and Loud they are.
          
          I want to move in to a single room. Cook my food and sleep peacefully. Do my work and live a good life...I wish I can find my husband soon. I miss him . The day I'll meet him, I'm gonna cry for a long time

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           Yo bro @Keerthanaaaa0, meme drop, so funny :

Hi buddy
          
          I just released the teaser of my new book, it would be a great pleasure if you could read and review it. Your reviews have always been my favorite. Please spare some precious time and read it. 
          
          Waiting for your support. 
          
          Thank you 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/390428832?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=anksriv

IM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW

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Hello friend, please read the teaser for my brand new JK story! Appreciate you. 

Please give it a go  
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/377321774?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=_taeza

First of all, he ... He.. Idk I noticed him and he noticed me like I'm a human being and he's a human being and fuckkkkk, first of allll, I'm sorry but he is literally fine... Like uk in his own way and he's so confident. Like his confidence is radiating and he's the same color as me!! Andd... He's rich lol but like ok, he's fineeee, and he can drive so well╥﹏╥(^_^♪)im not saje anymore he is soooo like how do I sayyyyyyyy it's soooooooo insaneeeeee

Oh fuck fuck fuck, guys, so yes I got my driving licence and o can drive but I just don't drive alone. I'm not suree so I don't take a risk and I am just wandering here and thereee these dayssss. 
          
          
          I think I'm ok, just a litttleee littllle bitttttt. I'm not sureeee and idc I'll doe one day, life shouldn't be taken v v seriously rightttt??????? Anddhajdhsj
          
          
          
          I .. Think I have a crush on someoneeeeee