Keerthanaaaa0

IM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW

Keerthanaaaa0

First of all, he ... He.. Idk I noticed him and he noticed me like I'm a human being and he's a human being and fuckkkkk, first of allll, I'm sorry but he is literally fine... Like uk in his own way and he's so confident. Like his confidence is radiating and he's the same color as me!! Andd... He's rich lol but like ok, he's fineeee, and he can drive so well╥﹏╥(^_^♪)im not saje anymore he is soooo like how do I sayyyyyyyy it's soooooooo insaneeeeee

Keerthanaaaa0

@Anna00724  gurllllll I just got to know that he is MARREIEDDDD
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Anna00724

Girl say it that too him 
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Keerthanaaaa0

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Oh fuck fuck fuck, guys, so yes I got my driving licence and o can drive but I just don't drive alone. I'm not suree so I don't take a risk and I am just wandering here and thereee these dayssss. 
          
          
          I think I'm ok, just a litttleee littllle bitttttt. I'm not sureeee and idc I'll doe one day, life shouldn't be taken v v seriously rightttt??????? Anddhajdhsj
          
          
          
          I .. Think I have a crush on someoneeeeee

Anna00724

Girl who is it 
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Keerthanaaaa0

I'm finally thinking of going to a psychiatrist. 
          
          
          
          I've been depressed since I was 12. My mother was emotionally and physically abusive. We were poor and my dad was absent. When my dad came back, all he did was traumatize. He is crazy and so is my mom. Many things, worsened my mental health to a point, I started to get sucidal. Ifeel sucidal everyday presently. But, I kept getting help on side.. Nd continued my living. But, now, after that incident, I realized how traumatized I am, normally as a person and that I'm way too delusional. Idk, but all the trauma is manifesting as actions in my daily life. This... Pushed me to get help. 
          
          
          Idk what those doctors are going to do with my mind. What if they ruin it even more for business... Nd make me crazy that I'll have to go to mental hospital ? Idk man but I still.. Should try my best... 
          . Nd I completely figured out the book I'm  writing nd it's going well.. But I'm lazy, so im procrastinating it 
          .. I should complete it soon, find a publisher nd release it sooooOOOONNNN

Keerthanaaaa0

@funinmybloodxx  gurileeeeee (crying emoji crying emojiiii) I want to cryyyy so bad  you're sooo sweet and yesss yess mental health is v v imppppppppppppp and I want to talk to youuuuu a lotttt you're so meeeee
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funinmybloodxx

@Keerthanaaaa0 Seeking help from a psychiatrist is not something you  should feel guilty lr ashamed of...mental health is as imp as physical health.dont go for therapy with a negative mindset like doctors are gonna take advantage of you .Talk to them and make yourself comfortable..if you feel in the course of time that they are trying to just extract money from you unnecessarily..stop it..you control the steering of your life..you have the right to love a happy and beautiful life.i will pray to god for everything to go well for you..if you wanna discuss anything feel free to talk to me..
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