Keisocool

PSA:  one of these books are NSFW 

Keisocool

Part 1 Hello everyone and to all my victims that have to  read this id just like to say thank you for putting up with my bs also I realize I never told you the full story of this endeavor first off it started in the summer school . I met him and saw him I plainly thought oh wow cool mask nothing more nothing less . Timeskip this is real school I made this best friend we were so close  that people thought we were either dating or sisters we both inlisted for band because she wanted to spend more time with me at this point i wasn't aware of him neither did I care when we came in from band the first time I saw him and he took off his mask I was looking at him while he played his instrument I never saw a saxophone in real life so I was confused on what it was but then I started looking at him and was like he's cute I guess not really but ehh . 3 or 4 weeks after we joined band I became a flute player and that ment that he was in the row behind me honestly I didn't care he was irrelevant in my life until I went to my best friend  and was like girl I want a bf so bad but like he has to meet my standards first and I told her she was like can you repeat that so u was like first he has to have tough skin cause he need to be able to handle me, race doesn't matter as long as he's not white,  he needs to be able to a play instrument or more then on preferably a piano or a jazz player, he also needs to be into anime cause I'm into it too kind, and loving and a great story teller and into mythology ect .I don't think that's to much to ask for but she looks at me then him then me and she busts out laughing and turns me around and pints to the manga on his music stand so I'm like okay and whats your point he like death note and she whispers in my ear look how clean he keeps his Manga. So I look its  all right. So then she starts with her bs "girl you guys would be a perfect guys are perfect for each other  like this was installed in me everyday for the past year some change part 2

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okay so update about A in class he was staring at me he always does but its getting weird know its.like im happy you see me but know plesase i also gound out that in band btw im a flute player and hes a tener sax he has a crush on this girl who were going to call Ta and this other girl named Tb they have the same name my friend told me he likes T never ssaud which but i think is Tb . He walk past my desk after staring at me For 16min . (When i was doing my work at my desk he had his head resting on his hand we sit a cross from each other i had my body facing the left side we locked eyes it was so awkward like ) anyways turn my head and he kept staring he does this every class when sit in band i sit in the front A sits in the back and my friend who also sits there looks at me and we start talking A is full like FULL ON staring at me. Me and my friend were walking and talking and i brought him up she like OH HII A we WERE just talking about you im shiting bricks rn and he smiling staring at me baring a hole in to my face and were talking about the prize we won at an event just me and him then the bell rings 'saved by the bell' mind ypu my heart dropped to my ass so as its climbing back you he proceeds to stare me down i think he wants to kill me,kiss me , or fight then again i am that ugly so  

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Keisocool

 Can i rant rq
          
          
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          Bro what do i do ?... if you dont know i have a crush on this guy lets call him A . A is really friendly and is kinda of mutral friend to me his so cute like eeeeeee, but i just work up the nerve to talk to him . We have alot in comman or so our muatal friend tells me and omg im in love i just cant get him out my head we have 3 1/2 classes together but we only talk when it important and i really want to be friends and get to know him but hes always with someone and i get really nerveus and any time we sit close or have a breif interaction   i freeze up and i just cant help but admior him expacially since hes really popualr but not in a mean way and i think , no i know he doesnt like me he probly thinks im werid , ugly, fat ,and way too black for his liking i think his type is our friend who is black and tall and skinny passing and pretty so i think i should just give up 
          
          
          thank you for your time