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i just read your comment on my book . at the end i was in tears i could hardly read the last paragraph . i tried . tried and tried even harder to make everything between everyone better . me being the person that i am . and did you not believe me when i said mckayla and karma and taylor would hurt you ? today though.. why would you say all of those things after posting something like that ? i wonder , are you just trying to fit in ? are you trying to be someone you really arent ? because i know for a fact that cunt yelling at me to " take a picture cause it lasts longer" isnt you . 'you' are that girl that sat in the middle of the street and cried with me because i got beat up by caleb 'you' are the girl who pretended to hurt her foot so you could sit on the side walk with me instead of going to run around with enrique . i will never ."accept " an apology from you , i simply cant .. you hurt me , posting things on facebook about me and basically made me shake uncontrollably because i couldnt stop crying about the fact that i was a useless bitch noone wanted .. although , you feel that way ? i used to cry everyday , go into shock and have panic attacks because of you and autumn and everyone involved . I used to sit in my room for days not eating . trying not to breath because it hurt to much , and maybe if i did stop breathing maybe i would be okay , and i woulldnt have to feel like i did anymore . you talked about how you cut and about how everyone left you . do you feel my pain now ? i dont mean to sound like a bitch but , c'mon .!!!! you felt what i did , you had to deal with seeing your other "friends" do things you wanted to but couldnt because you had noone to do it with . now , i have friends . infact right now , my little derps are watching me write this . they saw me cry because of what you wrote, they once cried because i did . just cz . they invite me to do things and dont talk behind my back like you all did thats my new story. doesn't it suck to suck ?
