Too who it may concern i'm typing this cause i have something i don't have the guts to say to my parents..i can't be strong anymore no one ever notices the fake smiles and happiness i put on even when i believe that their real i fool myself i am such a wreck mentally emotionally i have been fighting since from a disease that until recently found out it wasn't what i thought i had when i was born which was mitochondrial disease and now i have a genetic disease i'm 1 of 2 adults that have it where it effects all it's called brain lungs thyroid syndrome in a couple years i'll have to be checked every 2-3 years for lung and thyroid cancer..i feel alone in this fight a lot more then i did when i thought i had mitochondrial disease all i need is more people i can talk too who can be there more when i need them Kp you know you are your the only one who i can talk to and even then it's hard sometimes..so that's all for now i just needed to vent,Ken signing off for now