I know literally no one follows this accounts but I just need to put it out into the world
I've felt really weird and haven't been able to sleep because of something my dad did. I know he's a drunk and is constantly on corn sites, but I never expected this. Very often, when he's drunk, he'll ask for hugs, I think because he feel sad or lonely. Recently, he asked for a bunch of hugs in the middle of the night and I'm a pushover so I did. He was normal, or as normal as he is while drunk, but something happened the last time. He asked me to hug him, and he was acting like normal, but then at the end he started saying he wanted to see my chest. I just joked it off and went to bed and pretended to be asleep but now I feel really weird. I know I always right about this kind of thing, but I never expected the karma to come back my way. I just hope that this feeling goes away. I don't even care about having a relationship with him anymore or him getting in trouble or anything. I just want this knot in my stomach to go away and to be able to sleep again. It really sucks that I feel this way, especially since I know that he's asleep now, but my mind still won't relax yet.
I just needed to get this out. I'm sure no one will ever read this, but I hope sharing will make me feel at least a little better.
