Kenzieloo123

Hey Kenzie, me again. It’s been long overdue since I’ve left you a little message. I hope all is well wherever you are, things are better here. I like to think you’re around me sometimes even though I don’t know you. Maybe you guide me in some ways. I think about you a lot and I’m not sure why. I know your friends and family think about you a lot but no one is active on your profile except me now and I know it’s just because they’ve grown up. I’ve grown up too. I’m 20 now, not a kid like when I first discovered you. How old are you now? Around 22 I believe, I’m not sure when your birthday is but happy heavenly birthday for all the ones I’ve missed these last 8 years. 
          Stay gold kenz xoxo

Hey Kenz,,, it’s been a year or so since I messaged, haven’t forgotten about you, although I’ve never even met you so I guess that’s weird to say. I still wish I knew more about your story so I could properly wish you the best afterlife but all I know about you is your name. 
          I told you I would think about you everyday, and you’ve crossed my mind multiple times, makes me wonder if we happen to have known each other in a past life( idk if that’s even a thing but maybe?) bc there’s not really an explanation on why you’re always on my mind, I know plenty of people who have died that I don’t even think about at all. I’ve deleted this app for a while, that’s why I haven’t messaged you. I recently got it back and I’ll do my check ups on you, although I know you’ll never respond. 
          Whoever you were, I know you were just great. I hope you’re happy that I’m thinking of you, although you don’t know me. 
          May God Bless you Kenz. 
          Stay gold xoxo 

Still thinking of you! Stay gold

It's been a month since I messaged you. It honestly felt way longer than that. I think about u all the time and I think that's good. Keeping your memory alive. I hope things are perfect where ever you are. Things down here aren't that good. It could be a lot worse but I hope humanity as a whole becomes more united bc whatever is happening here is not good. That's besides the point. I hope I get to see you one day. Not to be mean but not soon lol, I wanna live for a while and have a very long life. Maybe you can watch over me. I am a little scared for my future but i know everything will end up fine. You're Gold Kenz. Hang onto that I love that about you. Stay Gold.

Almost five years... it has been almost five years without you. How wild is that. It's odd I say that as I have never met you but still time flies. I don't even remember 2014 that much but it doesn't seem like 5 years. I think you're about 19 rn maybe a bit older and that's weird bc as I said last time I don't know how much youve been able to experience in your short life... I hope u were happy while it lasted and that you're even happier now :))) you're pure Kenz. Stay gold.

It's the next day and I kept thinking about you. I'm so invested with you for some unknown reason. Ik that ur on people's minds all the time but on this account at least no one has messaged u in 4 years...im sure they're just grown up and don't have wattpad anymore but still I like to leave u messages. You won't ever see them and it won't be a daily thing but for as long as I think about you I'll message. In my last message I said I don't know if u were alone or not and I found out u weren't. That's not a good thing but at least u have ur siblings and ur mom with you. That's always good. Ur probably a bit older now. Somwhere around 20 and that's wild to me. I don't know if u ever got to drive or if you ever graduated. I don't know if u even made it out of middle school. I hope ur having fun up there whatever ur doing. And u left a lasting mark and that's gold. Stay Gold Kenzie 

This is so odd for me to post mainly bc I've never actually done this and I don't know who u are. I read that you died and I think it's silly for me to write this bc it's been years and you'll never see this but it kinda just hurt me. I've never had anyone close to me just leave yanno but this is permanent. I don't know if other people were with you. I don't know anything about your story but I hope that if anyone runs across this like I did is that they just say something nice to everyone they see no matter if they like them or not. You'll never know when its the end for someone. If my attitude in life or at school improves it's bc of you. It'll all be for you. If I have children one day you'll be my story. Just like u wrote stories. I'll tell them years after the fact something so tragic happened I found a girl who is gone. ain't no one gonna see her for a long time and who knows how she felt. What she thought. I don't know that about u all I know is what u have in your bio. And it hurts seeing u posted a story and people wanting more chapters but there never will be... someone will be on their way to see you soon and who knows what heaven is like?? You do now. Maybe it's like ur own mind kind of thing. Whatever u want is there. Maybe Dal and John are there with u or maybe that's just plain silly to say. You're in my mind now Kenz. Stay Gold 

i love and miss you kenzie your always on my mind scary to think it will be a year soon 

I miss you a lot Kenz. And I'm so proud of your fanfic. Almost 4,000 reads, sweetie. It's crazy how long you've been gone. I hope to see you soon.

Hey beautiful. Just wanted to say that I really love and miss you. Please don't forget about us down here, cause we'll never forget about you all. I'll see you when I see you. I love you okay?