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Y'know what? I might be taking a break for a while. I've been dealing with a lot of stuff right now. And a someone. I WAS getting over self harm/ depression. Whatever the fuck you want to call it. And i actually thought she cared. Out of over 3,000,000 people in the US she was one that cared. Past-tense btw. So now i'm back to doing what i was doing before. Pain. Some people hate it, but I know I deserve it. So thanks (that person) You've helped SOOO much. Btw, that person causing drama, that i "hated" said sorry and wanted to know if we could be friends again. I mean, anything to get a GOOD friendship, one like you haven't provided. And for those of you who don't know. I just recently found out i have a chest problem, I forgot the scientific name of it, but its serious. It has to do with my heart, and apparently, i was born with it. So what could trigger the problems: If i cry a lot (do't ask how thats been going, depression isn't helping with that) my heart with not beat faster, but slower, and that obviously could affect my breathing. If i get hurt, somewhere around that area, life, from the bottom of my ribcage to the bottom of my chin. The same thing will happen. And if it gets SO serious, theres a chance I may not be able to breathe at all. So thanks @markosmate you've helped with ALL of this SOOO much. Have a good life, because i know I wont. Bye.