Kenzlynnbee

Can y’all please leave something nice for me to wake up to? It’s been a rough night 

Kenzlynnbee

Imagine crying about dying. I was sleeping but still be somewhat conscious, and you feel your heartbeat slowdown, almost stopping. It hurts, but it’s okay, because you would finally be able to be on the other side, but then your heart rate picks up again, and you wake up alive. I was so close to being able to be there, so close 

Kenzlynnbee

Been a very shitty week, and an even shittier day. Finding out that a YouTuber you practically grew up with is a pedophile, dealing with extreme depression with no explanation, injuring my knee and barely being able to walk, getting in an argument with one of someone I thought was a good friend, and coming out to someone about a very sensitive topic that happened to someone other than the person I got in a fight with. 

Kenzlynnbee

Oh and let’s not forget about losing a close family member to dementia and her never ever going to remember me no matter how close we were. That was probably the hardest thing to ever deal with and I’m just now starting to process it and grieve with it. It happened a few weeks ago and now grieving, then my grandmother who is slowly dying from breast cancer having to go to the hospital and almost dying, again one of the scariest moments cause I’m very close with her. 
Reply

Kenzlynnbee

Feeling kinda lonely right now. Had a really bad day, and I really wanna boyfriend or girlfriend. I’ve been single for too long I swear (basically my whole life cause no one loves me romantically) 

novaliaphantomhive

@DjMg72904 AAAWWW ITS OKAY SIS I LOVE YA EVEN IF I DONT KNOW YA i honestly feel ya no one loves me i need a man or a girl i don't care i just need SOMEONE WHO LOVES MEH *cries* 
Reply