My neighbor crush..
my goodness.. i keep on wanting to see her..
I want to let her know she is my crush and maybe she will avoid me.. thats what I would want.. she kept on knocking by our door giving us some food..
Maybe she is a little sad.. that we are soon about to move house.. she wont be able to see us.. or even talk to us, not that she has things to tell us anyway..
She kept on talking about the random things in front of our house just to stay for a while (or maybe just me thinks).. tho I find her really beautiful.. 9.7.2021
I even dreamt of her.. maybe I am thinking of her too much.. which I hope I am not.. i touched her foot.. weird right?
My face when I approach her is literally this .. yep! Whipped..
i remembered before she moticed I was very shy.. why in the world would she even mention that in front of my mom? My mom must have thought then that I was weird.. i am indeed mother.. my fault totally...
I have your number.. been wanting to send you a message.. tho I dont want to scare you and you might tell my dad I have been sending you messages.. what would I even tell you.. and how would i even start a conversation?? I keep on thinking of the most strangest things to happen.. but i dont want you to be in any kind of harm..
Gosh ... im sorry I have a crush on you.. please forgive me..
Please Im sorry.. [if ever in the future I might do some stupid silly thing because of this crush I have for you, please shut me off... push me away and tell me you despise me.. like how they all did.. ]