Kiki, don't hesitate. If you're having a hard time. Please don't hesitate to reach out to your people. I can guess your situation rn. Let's be honest, I can only support you mentally. You wanna figure out things I can help you to do it. If you want advice, we can talk. But I'm also in the same situation as you. Still, if you wanna talk, kid. I'm here for you. Just don't hesitate. It will ruin you...