adorablefanatic
Hi Apu Kemon asoo
Keylme230
shondeshhh_
Hiiii
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Okayishhh, yk, just the usual. Wake up, suffer through 8 am lectures, back-to-back classes till 5, short 15/20 minutes naps between study breaks, stress over group projects, nothing interesting.
Keylme230
Life is nor daijobou neither ginchana
Katerinaismahbitch
hi bby
Keylme230
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Hi guys. Didn't login for a long time but honestly speaking idek why I still have this app.
I guess it's too much for me to abandon a place of memories completely.
Anyway, here's some life updates:
1. Metaphorically speaking, got hit by tornado
2. Depression hit after July incident
3. Nasty breakup took place at the end of August
4. September and October were just painful and hard to get out of bed
5. Got infected by a viral disease on November resulting in being bedridden for 20ish days
6. Studies went to absolute hell
7. Admission exams started and I don't know shit
On the brighter side:
1. Found strength and peace in God and improved the bond I had with my Creator
2. Learnt to handle myself all alone instead of depending on others
3. Spiritual gain
4. Learning to build myself all over again from scratch and slowly changing myself to become the woman of my dreams (still in process)
5. Made peace with studies and even though I know I'll do shit in this admissions I'm keeping my calm and patience and not giving up till the very end even if it means I'll have to try again next year. I just enjoy learning now instead of dying in anxiety and tension
At the end all I can say is there's only one place to go after you've hit rock bottom and that's up ↑
I am forever grateful to the All-Forgiving All-Merciful.
Keylme230
Man I want this year to end FAST but I don't wanna face all the upcoming admission exams T_T
shondeshhh_
@Keylme230 tension nibana ekdom e. Nijeke calm rakhar try krba joddur shomvob. Allah vorsha. Nishchoi tmr jonno jeta best shetai dinen tomake Allah.
Keylme230
@shondeshhh_ admission start hoye gese. Shob public gula tei exam dichchi. Apatoto bup ar maritime dilam
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Assalamualaikum
Keylme230
@shondeshhh_ OMG apu please pray for me then. I need it very much. Please pray korio jeno amar bhalo kono public ae chance hoye jay
shondeshhh_
Ami umrah krte eshechi familyr shathe. Etodin Macca te chilam, 2 din age Madina te ashlm. Alhamdulillah I'm doing great!
Katerinaismahbitch
hi mother
shondeshhh_
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Kemon acho????
shondeshhh_
Erjonno boli tmr khoj nei keno TT asholei even November obdi weather ta eto baje chilo je huthat kore jor chole ashto thanda lagto ( ekhn o maybe idk) I'M just glad je you're fine now. Eto pollution bere geche deshe myGod! Literally voy lage to even breathe.
Keylme230
@shondeshhh_ Oh My God don't ask. Last month dengue type viral jor hoisilo amar. Took me 15-20 days to get back to normal. Hospital er reports ae dekhaise platelets thik aase but still dengue jorer shob symptoms chilo. Tana 3 din 100+ degree jor and 15+ days pura shorire betha plus rash. Bhoyanok obostha chilo. Alhamdulillah I'm all fine now except for the leg pain. Idk why eta jachche na
shondeshhh_
@Keylme230 emnite health theek ache to? Weather ta khub baje shokale gorom to raate thanda. Dengue o barche, shabdhane theko. Amar eije thanda kashi lege ache. Emnite Alhamdulillah. Ami HSC 22 batch.