~Nikki~

Can we be friends
          

me, making more ocs

tfw you accidentally wrote 15k words so far in a book and you're not going back now

I need to get back into drawing but aaaa I'm so BAD

It's official... I'm now in color guard;

been a while since I've roleplayed, maybe I should get back into the habit

hm

Im sorry.... i wish i knew how to make ammends for supposedly forgetting..... especially when it wasnt by choice because i had other issuses like rn i got to deal with my demons too so i have not been active as much ... if u want my number nikki... i would like to speak with you... i miss our friendship signed - Nichole Thomas/From middle school 

Not a year didn't pass when I would be loved it shoulder to cry on the nights there were incidents

no but i survived, i made it
          im alive to see today, my 16th birthday
          its not big to you, but to me? ive been through hell and back with my demoms. 
          
          i survived to see the day i turn 16 and im so proud of myself
          
          and though half the people that "cared" about me completely forgot about my existence and my birthday, im still proud of myself, because you know what? if you said you'd be there, but you weren't, you don't deserve me at this point. you can kindly go fuck yourself.
          
          because after today, ive finally learned to love myself again, and that's what matters