I JUST WANT TO SAY
IF I SEEM LIKE I'M IGNORING YOU, I'M SORRY
I'm trying to keep up with life and honestly people are so quick to judge. So many people just don't understand that you go through your own struggles and they think your life is so great but it's not, you hate yourself more than anyone hates you. They put you through their pain, not knowing your own pain is just as, if not more than, overwhelming.
I just, I'm really trying. I don't mean to ignore anyone, sometimes I just can't find the motivation to get on my phone and send a simple text. Sometimes I can't even find the motivation to play a game or draw or animate, and some of you know that I love to do those things. C knows, I hadn't spoke to her in a while. Ian knows, I hadn't contacted them for almost a year. It's really hard. But I'm trying.