KianaDavis18

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KianaDavis18

bro
          She tries and tries, but you just..don't care and it's hurts her. So she doesn't bother you. She doesn't wanna be a nuisance to you. No matter what you say, she'll always feel that way. It's just the way it is. She second guess herself when it comes to you. She'll ask other w/ NP, but you? Problem. When you do things that makes her feel worse or regret asking you, it doesn't help. It only adds to it. She wants to know how you feel about her and why you act the way you do when she comes around. Does she annoy you? Is that why you make that look? You turn around even if you JUST walked out when she comes out. She could walk out a room smiling ??and when you look at her and leave??...the smile goes away??. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!?!? YOU ARE HURTING HER! DO YOU EVEN CARE!??! ARE YOU ONE OF THOSE KINDS OF PEOPLE?! ''Go ask him for help.' someone would say. 'I don't wanna bother him' She'd think to herself. So she'd tried to do it on her own and hope for the best. If you hate her, say it. Explain to her why you do the things you do. Don't leave it up to her. For her to come up w/ a good reason to why because she thinks nothing but bad things. ''My voice annoys him. The things i do and say. The way i act? I'm just being me. How else am i suppose to act' Who else i am suppose to ace LIKE?! Who does he want me to be?! What am I suppose to do!?!? I'm just me. Why do i even try? It's pointless. I know that, but still.' To give credit.... at least she tries.

KianaDavis18

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Does it say anything about how he ABUSED me!? How he kept me-LITERALLY AND FORCEFULLY- from seeing my family to the point where they wanted NOTHING to do w/ me!? How i had to wear-BUY make up to cover the marking on my body!? I bet it doesn't! Only the 'bad things' i've done! No good things?! I SAVED lives! I'M ON TOP OF MY CLASS! I'M THE GO TO SURGEON GOD DAMN IT! I made mistakes! I know! I have regrets but meeting HER made me forget them! She made me forget the SHIT i was going through! She made my life better! SHE IS MY LIGHT! I OWE MY LIFE TO HER! EVERYTHING! I hurt her. I know, but she still loves and cares about me. Ever- anyone else would just give up and leave but not her. She doesn't let anything keep her from me. But that's considered a good thing so you don't give a damn, right?