We broke up. Yeah.. and I honestly feel like the worst person on this earth.. therefore; I.. kinda.. Feel horrible. My father has been depressed a lot because his sister (my aunt) is dying from Cancer and right now my whole world has been spinning in circles. My grandfather was in the hospital but was out last Friday, and he survived an ambulance ride not Most people survive. I’m blessed for that, but my whole world is spinning in circles and I dont even know whether to wind my butt or scratch my watch. It’s that bad. And I honestly feel like.. Depressed. It was just.. I didn’t wanna tell her because I was afraid to hurt her emotions, (but I already have and that added worse to it, and I wish I didn’t do it.) but I felt like we were more of best friends than we were... ya know.. But now I realize I need to stop following my gut and think things through, because I probably just broke a heart.. Anyways, I’ll stop yapping and get off. Bye guys.