Kiiwi_Star

UPDATE: (Regarding the progress of my second TWST fic)
          
          Okay so... I spent all day today figuring out what things to use from Pinterest such as images and all of that good stuff!!
          
          Took me three hours and thirty minutes to finish, but I finally, FINALLY finished the cover for it as I wanted to do it myself instead of just picking one random image of Crowley from Pinterest. I am taking things slow for rn though because I don't want to hurry myself, and school doesn't start for another two and a half (ish) weeks from now, so I'm doing good on time!!
          
          Though since I'm starting to get back into a good schedule of going back and forth every two chapters between my two TWST fanfics, I'm doing everything I can in order to go straight into laying down the foundations of my Reborn As Crowley fanfic, which means I'll likely be done with the first chapter and probably halfway done on the second chapter of the fic before I switch back to my first Twisted Wonderland fanfic.
          
          I hadn't realized until now how much it was rewarding as much as it ached my fingers after doing my own cover, I might actually start making my own covers after this!! It does hurt my hands and body parts staying in one position for more than an hour, but it makes me really happy to see the final product actually pay off no matter how painful it was!!!
          
          Wouldn't recommend staying still until you finish, so if you want to make your own covers and stuff (especially digitally), I suggest you take breaks in-between as well as stretch in order not to strain your body! /pos /helpful /advice
          
          
          Directed By: L1th L1th

NOT AN UPDATE:
          
          Guys.. I swear on all that I know, if there's ever a day where Adrian (Alucard) Tepes and Vil Schoenheit were ever combined or had a child, I will not be held responsible for the amount of simpery I'd do for them.
          
          Literally, I actually CAN'T be blamed for thinking abt this!! They're both beautiful men, and my favorite men, on top of both being blondes (despite having opposite personalities) and being HAWT!!!
          
          God, I love my men feminine, masculine, and all of the above. Literally though.. I would love to LIVE to see the day come that a fanfic related to Alucard being in Twisted Wonderland comes to be. Actually... lowk might make it in the future when I get done with the Twisted Wonderland fic I'm working on now and the one I'll add to my plate later on.
          
          Sorry, I'm rambling right now, mb gngy. Love y'all tho, too-duh-looh!!
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

UPDATE:
          
          Yikes.. drawing after almost a month and a half is lowk hurting me, loll, cause tell me why I spent TWO HOURS (yes two) on Vil Schoenheit's fucking hair... I WAS DRAWING HIS HAIR AND IT TOOK THAT LONG GUYS!!
          
          Erm, anyways, switching to the topic of fic things. I've decided that my 14th and 15th chapters will be the last for about a week or two after I get into school since I need time to regain my bearings and refocus on school in order to be able to update normally again but with the addition of school.
          
          After I publish my 16th chapter, I'll start up my Reborn As Crowley fic. When my Reborn As Crowley fic hits its 15th chapter, I'll switch to my first TWST fic and publish a chapter on there, then I'll switch back to my Reborn As Crowley fic do a chapter in there and vice versa.
          
          So in short, my first TWST fic will always be one chapter (besides when I wrap it up.. maybe) ahead of my Reborn As Crowley fic that I'll start up in like.. four weeks from now. I think, don't quote me on this cause it takes time to make a fic and come up with a storyline and all that jazz.
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

UPDATE:
          
          CRAZY how my writer's block decided to rear its stupid little head when I started trying to do the 14th chapter for my TWST fic. Like, actually, it hurts me physically and mentally when that happens. Like, PLEASE, JUST LET ME LIVE IN PEACE!!
          
          Anyways, I'll publish sometime this week!! (Hopefully..) *Sob*
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

UPDATE: (Primarily regarding my TWST fic)
          
          Chapter 14 of my TWST fic will likely be out in two or three days times since I'm tired of waiting, and because I'll be home in like an hour or two from now anyways, so I'll have time to work on it. Though tomorrow will be an off day for me since it'll be the 4th of July and I'll be spending the day with my family!!
          
          I'm SO into this dating sim CRK game that's on itch io called Soul Date that it's crazy, also recently decided to just download a few other itch io games I've been breathing down the neck of, loll. This is very much a lot more informal because I'm excited to be back home with my mom and siblings after a month being away!!
          
          Anyways, just wanted to let y'all know I was doing some behind the scenes work while I'm doing other things and getting back home to my Ma and siblings.
          
          Much love, Little Swans!! (And occasionally the Little Rat of mine that passes by to beg for food and stuff.. I guess. All love though, all love!!)
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

UPDATE:
          
          Yes, I am highly aware of Zombie Stage and other stuff like upcoming Twisted Wonderland events and such. Will I make a chapter for said event and a possible fic for Zombie Stage?? Maybe, it's highly possible that if I'm interested enough and have enough time I'll do a little something for those things, a very small maybe as I can't guarantee anything right now.
          
          I have roughly two weeks from now before school and stuff, so I'll say about a week from now is when I'll start publishing again and being more active on here in the sense of publishing chapters for my TWST fic as I've been seeing it gain some more traction as of recently. The reason as to why this is so.. formal, is because I'm getting ready to pack up all of my things to go back home as I've been using this break from school of mine in order to be in a different state with my dad and I have no reason to act all silly, especially in an update.
          
          I believe I will also be significantly more active when it comes to being on Janitor ai, if you don't know what that is it's like Character ai but immensely more unhinged and.. I don't really know how else to describe it but it's something. If you want to know my account name, it's basically just the same as any of my other account names for things being Kiiwi_Star since I rarely use anything else, and if I do it's because it's private and I use it for personal things.
          
          Anyways, I think that's all I have as an update for now on what I'll possibly be doing and why I'm inactive for right now.
          
          Happy readings, My Little Swans!!
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

Okay, damn, this is kinda a vent thing but still..
          
          I knew I had a weak immune system and shit, but I didn't know I would be able to fucking pass out?? Like, two nights ago now, I literally passed out when I came out of the shower. Idk if it was because of the stark contrast compared to inside the shower being hot and the abruptness of outside the shower being cold that made me pass out, but I started feeling faint a few seconds after I got out of the shower and slowly felt myself getting lightheaded and my body getting heavier, so I shook my head and used my body parts as much as I could but then I sat on the ground against my shower glass door and fainted for a good two seconds before abruptly getting back into reality when my dad knocked on the door to make sure I was okay.
          
          I'm alright now and stuff, so no need to worry, nothing bad happened or anything. And this isn't really the first time I've fainted, but, this is the first time I've fainted so slowly before which was weird but I'm fine and my doctor said it was probably just my body was attempting to adjust so fast to the cold of being outside of the shower since I was in a hurry and didn't slowly get out of the shower like I usually would and my body slowly shut itself down to adjust to it.
          
          I'm completely fine though, again, my doctor did say I was fine and to just take my time like I usually would even if I WAS in a hurry. Which I WILL do, don't worry!!
          
          (I said I'm fine and got told by my doctor that I was alright Wattpad, don't take this down, I'm literally just posting this so my followers know what happened and that I'd be taking a while for recovery and to make sure I was going slow with things before publishing chapters again. I WILL REPEAT, don't take this down, this is just a thing to say that I'm alright and just taking a break!!)
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

Heyo!! Just wanted to say that I unfollowed a lot of people because I was going through my following list since I had almost a hundred people that I was following, and let me say, most of them either don't publish anymore or they publish things I'm no longer interested in.
          
          To be fair though, there was a good portion of people that I either forgot why I was following or had lost those accounts and I was too lazy to go back to follow their new accounts. But most of them I unfollowed because I unfortunately could care less about the fandoms they publish about anymore since I'm mainly interested in Twisted Wonderland now!!
          
          Lowk though, Black Butler and Vampire Diaries are starting to gain a choke hold on me again though.. but I don't think I'm as obsessed with them before that it's enough to make me want to make a fanfic for them since I'm literally in the middle of just wanting to only care about publishing on one fic, or just wanting to be able to go between two fics whenever I want. It lowk makes me uninterested or lose the willpower to make anything if I focus on more than one, and I realized that just before I decided to discontinue all of my public fics which is why I'm currently only continuing with one fic.
          
          Sorry, that was a lot, but I had a lot to say!! Fun readings, Little Swans!!! (Nickname for y'all because I like it and because my main Twisted Wonderland OC is based off of Odette from The Swan princess but male, I'll publish about him one day, hopefully after I finish my first TWST fic though!!)
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

Happy father day guys, I lowk was supposed to publish something for fathers day that was Lilia and Silver but like...
          
          My wi-fi is out and my phone's so slow with its own Wi-Fi that it won't load the images, so it'll probably come out after fathers day on my TWST fic.. I hate it when my phone does this. (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th

You know, when I made my TWST fic, I wasn't expecting to actually make any ART of it myself.. or for the fic yet here I am.
          
          Spending more than an hour on an art piece for my twelfth chapter in the book that's going to be out soon, and making my hand suffer because I'm drawing digitally which is way worse for me than I'd anticipated, especially since it's been WEEKS since I've last drawn digitally and a MONTH and a half since I've drawn traditionally since I'm currently in a different state..
          
          I had to pause when I'm almost done on the drawing part and am now going to be on the coloring part, not because I got tired or anything, but because I got a notification from YouTube abt The Flight SMP and I absolutely NEED to watch Smajor rn so like.. DON'T WORRY THOUGH, I'LL CONTINUE DRAWING AFTER I'M DONE!!
          
          
          Directed By: Xy|¡th