The Multiverse Space

i think i have to re-merge u!DIA (do it again) and u!WWNF (we were never friends) at this point... o.0 
          which wont be all too difficult because they're VERY closely related 
          but... both their titles are peak 
          
          hmm
          i could just put wwnf in parenthases after dia lmao 
          the angstiest title to ever exist ever award goes to a fic i started thinking about when i was 13, imagine that 
          
          
          
          also the reason they have to be re-merged is cuz i CANNOT stop mixing them up 
          its been like this for YEARS and by now a lot of stuff is important in BOTH fics?????? excuse you??? weird fucked up time shit ugh 
          
          but this also causes issues... such as this fic would be SO FUCKING LONG if i ever wrote it 
          
          like, okay how many plotlines would we have- 
          
          from both: 
          -long covid (and, like, in WWNF specifically its bad to the point you basically wear hasmat suits out of the house because you dont want to risk catching it) 
          -gogy depression (lmao ur mums dead get good) 
          
          from wwnf: 
          -dream loses a bet and now the guys have to write fanfic on stream 
          -24 hours handcuff stream (they want each other) 
          -lmao dream gets hit by a car and has an amnesia arc (this is the cringe part but its been in the fic for four years and its not going anywhere) 
          -but also if stuff from dia didnt happen this would be a very long and very boring waiting fic, or alternatively require timeskips (which would make the yearning more difficult (unless i pull off Heatwaves level bullshit (positive) which is impossible)) 
          
          from dia: 
          -wow minecraft but realistic and in your dreams while you sleep and you can livestream it, this certaintly cant go wrong 
          -uh oh its glitching (because gogy's depressed) 
          -everyone is getting tortured in the torment nexus (fictionally (because of georgenotfound (accidentally))) 
          -the american government is interested in your start-up venture (because it TECHNICALLY isnt against the Geneva Convention) (probably) (i think)

pissed off some scrubjays by cutting my nails near the cat-food 
          
          ate a tomato like an apple, retoasted some rasin bread 
          
          good morning 
          
          its not the ides of march anymore, but remember kids, its never too late to stab your local dictator out of office :)

0.o 
          
          wdym octocon AND simplyplural shut down 
          (i just started using pluralkit/anytype and pk seems to be holding up with new traffic as well as they can but woah, so many ppl are being digitally-displaced rn)

my grandma should NOT be on the fucking road istg she literally spoke the instructions to what she was doing (as if it's funny) and was driving on the LEFT SIDE OF THE STREET FOR LIKE 60% OF THE TIME HELO I TOLD YOU TO GO ON THE RIGHT LIKE FIVE TIMES ITS NOT FUNNY

dream-centric dnf fanfic but its just him getting really high in a disneyland bathroom because he's scared of going on the big tall scary ride and and he goes on and probably like cries and throws up or something because he's scared even though george and potentially-sapnap are there to support him and dont really want him to push himself like this if he's not going to at least have fun through pushing himself out of his comfort zone 
          anygays. 
          its all a metaphor for how in love he is with his best friend and how afraid he is of falling (either head-over heels, which is already mostly there, or falling from his love and losing george. either or both work fine) 
          
          not likely to end in kissing but i could see an ambiguous ending where george tries to help him get down from his high really slowly and gently and is obviously in love with him but like george isnt gonna SAY it so dream is convinced that its unrequited and they fall asleep holding each other in the car while sap drives him home and never speak about it again or something 
          
          idk why 
          its just the vibe 
          
          also why are you getting high at disneyland, there are children present /silly

me, thinking about rules in a server we're in and tone-tag use (since he calls everyone a bitch): i just dunno if voidshriek/tommy can be appropriate... 
          
          voidshriek: what?? i can be trusted to talk in [server] T_T 
          
          me: what's ur favourite activity? 
          
          voidshriek without hesitation: SEX. 
          ...
          with women. 
          
          right- 
          
          (this was too funny not to write down pff)

setting up pluralkit for the fictives and realised ranboo didnt have a non-esempie  system-name (TG Plush and VoidShriek do) 
          
          cant do a cake joke (we've got Kakey that could get mixed up with) 
          
          cant do a half-n-half joke thats too complicated and not gonna stick 
          
          beloved? nah feels weird 
          
          rainbow... 
          
          'yea thats literally my name' 
          
          but we cant- 
          its so stupid 
          
          ITS PERFECT AAA /pos

dream is so cool guys he's literally maybe the coolest actually 
          
          (6 hunters was so peak grrr *eats the concept of minecraft manhunt* /nv)

i thought i was faking it what 
          
          WDYM its normal not to always notice switches in the moment 
          WDYM when you start thinking different and just transition into it smoothly instead of snapping from one alter to another thats normal 
          
          'thinking with the voice of [insert alter] and not really noticing the slow change is definitely just your imagination actually' 
          
          my brain speaks in so many different voices and all the time im always like 'yea still me definetly just doing imagination stuff yep' 
          or i try to corrall it into fic-work or try to conversate or whatever 
          
          i mean i knew but like i didnt know i guess- 
          
          idk if im making any sense tbh *faceplants* 
          
          my heads always talked in lots of voices i guess 
          
          im fuzzy all the time idfk who i am am i even supposed to know atp

one of my fav charachters getting killed off was so fucked that i had a dream his very-dead body came back to life along with a bunch of old stinky dead corrupt congressmen from the conspiracy case but hey thats better than him being totally dead right 
          
          
          
          which was of course followed by a nightmare but whatever TT 
          
          (in it i was eating a gummy salad, like a fruit salad in a big clear glass bowl , but with orange-coloured gummies and, like, raisins, weird. 
          i was on the front deck walking around n mum was working in the yard and it was all sunny out 
          and mum told me 'please dont get pregnant' cuz she 'lost all her progress and had to try to restart later', and i was like 'im not planning on it' and she was like 'r u serious about wanting to physically hurt yourself if you do get pregnant' meanwhile im over here knowing i would immedeatley self-unalive like '... yea' 
          and she tells me 'ill like it someday once im pregnant' and goes into the trailer and i sorta teleport in in the way dreams are weird and she gives me a pair of her earphones?? 
          
          and i woke up so uncomfortable that i literally could not get back to sleep in a comfortable position because my hands being anywhere near my stomach made me feel like i was doing one of the holding-baby-bump poses and i wanted to throw up and di-)