Sooo... I have only loved once . I'm not much old or mature . But with every cell and blood I own , I've loved only once and that was with him , Eeshan. Eeshan Rawat . My book's character , Ishaan, is inspired by him . Heck , it him in my eyes. Now that I and him are no longer together. It hurts to write , it hurts to re read the name that sounds like his . A few scenes in the book are based on him and I. It was a cherishable memory to me , now it's just a mockery . He cheated . We're no longer together. This whole story writing was his idea . And now when I continue my stories I remember him . And his deeds . And it's a stab like pain , dull sometimes, sharp often . I'm sorry for being such a sore disappointment. But I only had him . And now that I'm really left behind , it feels, the sister they left behind , is meaningless.
