Nellybakusimp
How u holding u up? 〜(^∇^〜）
Kilanna2016
@Nellybakusimp lol yes. I had snow up to my knees just on Saturday and it's still about five inches now with more in the forecast.
Kilanna2016
Nellybakusimp
DO u post on ao3, i think you've mentioned posting there before but i cant find u there ಢ‸ಢ the only "Kilanna2016" iv found there writes harry potter fics X﹏X
Kilanna2016
@Nellybakusimp No I didn't realize that my stories weren't showing up for everyone. I thought I was only preventing hateful people from commenting. I have fixed the settings so you should be able to see them now. There is still a seeing for restriction comments so only those with an account can comment still but the stories should be visible now.
Nellybakusimp
@Kilanna2016 yep just realised that, but its fine for me i have you books here and on web novel...(i really need to get an ao3 acc ˃̣̣̥᷄⌓˂̣̣̥᷅ )
Kilanna2016
I wish I knew why I can't write anything right now. I feel like crap because of it. I tried to write a short oneshot this week and now I just want to toss the whole thing in the trash.
Curse you writer's block!
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Nellybakusimp
@Kilanna2016 maby, @ExplosionPrincess is right and you should take a break but if that doesnt help a bit maby try thinking up random onepage scenes and write them down, all this might not work but youre gonna get through it in the end ⊂(・﹏・⊂)
ExplosionPrincess
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@Kilanna2016 baby, just take a break. Pretty please don't force yourself to write. You can see that forcing yourself is just not gonna work cause it's not gonna be good because you're so stressed about it. Put the phone, laptop, iPad, whatever down and go take a walk! Or maybe bake something! Do something to de-stress, I've started doing yoga after school since it helps calm me down, maybe do something like that! But please, I think the best thing to do is just take a week-long break from writing at least. When I say take a break, I don't mean try to do it every other day. I literally meant close out your apps and don't touch them for a few days to just let yourself relax from the stress. We'll be waiting patiently for you to come back. And if anyone says anything or talks shit I've got your back girlie. Please, just get some rest. Your mind is telling you to rest and I am too. We love you, baby, we'll wait a million years if you need❤️❤️❤️❤️
smgseven7
Congrats on Dynamight Pride getting 1 million views!!!
Kilanna2016
I seem to have lost all desire to write. I don't understand because I have ideas. I literally have 9 oneshot ideas just for mha that are at least partially written not to mention Hero's Villain but I just can't bring myself to actually write any of them. Since getting my phone back I've typed up about two paragraphs on all of them combined. And it physically hurts me.
(｡•́︿•̀｡) I don't know what's wrong with me.
blackheartsword
@Kilanna2016 you are an amazing writer and inspiration don't push yourself or try and force the words on to the page, as it won't give you talent the justice it deserves. Take a break, you'll know when it right to write again and don't worry your fans will still be here waiting for your next masterpiece xxx
ExplosionPrincess
@Kilanna2016 I suggest taking a break from it. Maybe 3 days or maybe even a week or two but take a break. What's happening could be burnout and stress. It's completely normal for writers and sometimes the best thing to do is just put it off for a bit and focus on yourself. Just stop to think right now, when was the last time you drank water? The last time you ate? The last time you did something to treat yourself? Take care of yourself, love. Your body is telling you to rest. And now I am too. Nothing is wrong with you love, you're just human. So take a break okay? However long you want but take a break. Your brain and body need it. We'll be okay for a couple of days. If you're not at your best your stories won't be, so take a break. Again, there's nothing wrong with you. We love you okay?❤️ Don't forget we're here for you and support you no matter what. Take a break darling, it's okay, you're allowed to take a break. No one's gonna be mad or disappointed <3
Kilanna2016
I can't respond to people for some reason! It's so frustrating. Like why? Every comment I try to post just says failed to upload comment or something along those lines. I'm not ignoring you all I promise.
Nellybakusimp
How are you doing recently?, im a bit worried for you.❣
Kilanna2016
@Nellybakusimp Thanks for the care. Mostly I'm tired otherwise I'm okay though. Thank you for checking in with me!
Kilanna2016
@Nellybakusimp I appreciate the effort but the app Story Creator is long gone. I was only able to keep it before because I transferred it from one device to another. I did still check just in case but it isn't listed on the apps not installed on the device. I was really hoping still. It has a beautiful outline on how to create characters and build backstory for each one or another tab just for plot points and notes. I still had the stuff I already wrote which isn't much sadly but my notes and plot points and the character build I had for the main villain for the story are gone. Which is the most frustrating because the reader doesn't know who the big bad is. (The objective of the story but necessarily a person) I'll figure it out but it will probably put the finished story back several months again. This story wasn't supposed to take more than a year to finish writing and it already passed that point.
Kilanna2016
Y'all I have massive writer's block. ( ⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⌢⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀) And to make it worse...
I don't even really remember where I left off before my phone was sent away for repairs and it was factory reset during that whole process and I feel like my mind was too.
Like I swear I saved my notes on Google docs! What happened with the El Chupacabra? The Queen/Prince? Aiko? What about the *** I had planned for later? I remember the broad idea stuff but my notes are all gone and I want to cry. I had a special writing app on my phone that I downloaded as a beta years ago that I loved and even though it was removed from Google Play I still had it and now of course it's gone. So now my whole process is messed up!
Hero's Villain or Villain's Hero what am I going to do with you now?!?!?!
Sorry for the rant. I'm just stuck.
Kilanna2016
@love4rosy Not yet. It's currently only on Web Novel. It will be on AO 3 once it's completed though.