Hey Pancakes. I'm sorry I haven't posted in a long time, and I decided you deserve to know why. I've been dealing with eating disorders for almost a year, and recently I ate a lot and gained weight back and I feel like it's affecting me negatively. I was depressed, and I took a lot of psychiatric medication. I stopped getting my period and I was disgusting to everyone. I was hospitalized and could barely smile. I feel like anorexia is slowly coming back into my life, and even though I accept it with open arms, I'm afraid of going back to my previous state. I love you and I'll try to post