Here are things you should know: I absaloutly love horror movies/books/comics/ect., I do have school, I have two friends (which I visit) in the real world, I suffer from a minor depression, my mind is very sadistic/scary/twisted/disordered/ect., I do comfort people when they want to commite suicide and suffer from depression. I myself, have thought about suicide because it feels like no one cares, and no one will. (except my mom, my grandma (in her 50s), little brother, and my two friends... But besides them, who would care? I don't see anybody (irl) crying at my funeral, even though it looks like I'm happy with life, I'm not. I wanna put a knife in my heart and stop the saddness and suffering...