Does anybody else have those moments when they want to be doing something, but they don’t want to be doing something at the same time? Like I want to watch videos on YouTube (specifically LGBTQ+ TikToks) but I don’t really feel like going through the process of finding one I haven’t already watched. Like, I know I should sleep, but it’s too exhausting and boring trying to fall asleep, and I don’t wanna do that shite. Counting for infinity? Ugh. Reading? I will read the whole f-ing book and go right to another. But also, I just don’t have the patience or motivation to even pick up a book to read. I bought I book (on an e-reader) today that sounds super interesting, but I just can’t actually read. Nowadays, I have to be in a mood to do anything. Like, I have to be in the mood to sing, to write, to draw, to read, to listen to freaking music. I don’t know what is wrong with me...
Welp 2020 has become even more hellish. Send help...