Hi ,
I wanna vent to you guys so what writing next is sensitive so if your sensitive , don't read
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I feel so Bad lately , my mom probably hate me and love my brother instead , my father too , people Always keep telling “ u are so lucky that you have cool parents ” the thing is that my parents are strict , they Always searching in my phone and when i try to explain my feelings they Always Say that It's just a phase and they make it up about themselves , i cut myself last summer and i stop it , my dad IS not even close to me , and when there is people around , he act like he IS the best father , je Always drink at night and i Always locks my brother 's room and mine too when WE go to sleep hoping that my father don't enter in my room , my father is not my father in the whole day , he Comes home when he wants to sleep or wants to watch tv or to eat or to go to the toilet , he doesn't even check on us , i suffer too much and my Mother Say to me that i'm dramatic , i'm only alive for my brother , my friends ( i don't know if they consider me as a Friend ) , that's All thanks for Reading this