I can't sleep, I keep on thinking about her "Is she okay?" aish i hope she will survive, I never say those words yet I want to live her long. why can't we just change! that I'm the one who's critical and not you! I'm the one who's suffering and not you! and lastly I should be the one who's dying not you cause I/we can't afford to lose you, I want to see you happy not like that. I want you to remember that I still love you and it will never change :(.