Fighting my damned fate on my own...
Begging you to come back...
Begging my 14 year old self to come and take me away...
In what feels like a graveyard...of dead users and old mistakes
Oh my guilty pleasure that i pretend for the longest time to hate ...
Why won't you come and add back colour to these sorrowful mediocre days....
What if you are the sin that i couldn't repent of..
What if you are what still hunts me
What if you are the reason i can't live right..
What if you are what still holds me down no matter how high i try to go...
Who are you....i don't recognise you anymore..
But you did cast a spell on my life....