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I'm just giving a quick update on the hell known as my life. So according to my "mother" , hugging a boy qualifies as fucking and being pregnant. My "mother" banned me from dating, which meant that I had to break up with my current boyfriend who is now my ex and at first I was upset that we had to breakup, but then he started doing and saying shit that made me think "I don't regret us breaking up." And a few weeks ago he said something that triggered my PTSD and shit that I wish I couldn't remember and I completely cut him out of my life and now he's talking through my friends saying how he loves me and how he's sorry but the thing of it is, he knew what he was doing and what he was saying long before I totally snapped on him. I told him to fuck off, keep my name out of his mouth, and to never come near me. My "mother" still continues to emotionally, mentally, and physically degraded and damage me like I'm sone kind of toy to her and I am numb now. So yeah, that's how my life is so far. How's yours?