I am sorry
I am new to your stories and account that's why I don't U that u were feeling not so well
I just read ur previous conversations
Honestly saying , I would advice u to just love yourself and do what ur heart says cause whenever we do what other says than it would just hurt us in the end of the day
Just live ur life freely don't let others' comments affect u ,
Once a legend had said that
"I DONT WANT TO LIVE A LONGER LIFE , I WANT TO LIVE A BIGGER LIFE"
same goes to u
I hope ur safe , healthy and fine now
And yes if u ever feel like crying than don't hold back your tears , let them flow
And if u cry than that doesn't mean that ur weak it means that ur a strong person who just letting out all his anger and sadness by crying not by hurting them back.
Oohf , I hope my comment can help u
Borahae♀️♀️♀️