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Hey, my sweethearts. I'm truly embarrassed to come here tbh. I know I made you guys worried after my last post. You know, I tried to do it but maybe cowered at the last moment... I was too afraid to take my life even though it was shit. I called help service, which is for people who need help, and after an agreement with them, my parents agreed to let me go and never ever distrub me. I mean, they had no other choice because they would be getting into problems if they refused. And something else.... I think I've got a crush. There is this really handsone boy at my new place... he's my neighbor. I think I'm gonna ask him out, so wish me luck, and I promise no more scaring you guys <3