I just published what a 44 yr old healthcare professional has had embedded inside her all her life. There's no telling how many times ive tried to get over the crap that kids did to me when I was young. I have let it eat me Alive! I MUST LET IT GO, it has destroyed everything in my life, every frickin day. Why cant I let it go? This is the very last time Im gonna give it my all, but if I should fail.....then it HAS TO BE LIGHTS OUT FOREVER. IM NOT LIVING THE REST OF MY TIME HERE ON EARTH LIKE THIS. If anybody out there can possibly understand what i'm going thru, please let me know. Strength in NUMBERS
