Kimjinhee1601

Hii guys sorry for not being active and responding to any messages it’s been a chaos and horrible time for me . as some of you might know I had a miscarriage AGAIn I lost my baby at 2 months of pregnancy again but this one really destroyed me and my life . Week after week we were progressing so well my first midwife told me it was a 60 % chance of a miscarriage I was told to stay at home and rest my caring husband took care of everything while I was in bed 24 h . my parents were not here my mother was in France so basically no one to talk to and the stress came automatically. My in laws though that I should change doctors so I did . She told me it was a healthy baby and that everything will go well 100 % of nothing to worry about. I started to lose blood 2 weeks before the nightmare happened . She said it was normal but the blood didn’t stop . God knows how much I fought to keep it I did my best ate things I couldn’t even taste before pregnancy just for my baby I had hope . And the day the same day we were watching the opening of the olympiques I had pain I rushed to the hospital in emergency. Screams after screams and pain of labour they said there’s nothing they could do and they sent me home stating that I will lose it at home . And I did just when I went to have a shower to wash all the blood on me I was sitting in the toilet seat and that’s when I lost it . Some says that this feeling is painful but they are wrong it’s far worse . I had to swallow my tears saying to myself don’t flush the toilet pick it up and without a second though I picked it up it was the size of my palm that’s when I bursted in tears the whole house were worried everyone knocking and my husband telling them to give me space .  That time I lost half of myself i gave the hospital my dead baby for them to inspect what was the cause . Went home and I stayed in the shower hours just sitting there with no emotion and the water cleaning me without me doing anything . Empty lost and broken I was.

Cici, I miss you

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          Have a nice day Buddy ❤️

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