Kimly Theanimegirl

auuuuugh, my mom and little bro won't leave me alone. I just got back from work and I want to rest. But nooooooo, now my mom is sitting in my swivel chair  and my little brother (who's three) is here as well. No peace
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I know it's going to sound annoying, because a lot of people often ask you to read the works that they're working on, but if you guys have the chance, I hope you guys can put some time out of your day to read mine " life's an  unpredictable road " sadly, it's not a fanfic, but it's something that I have been unintentionally writing. Since my beginnings of high school, it has things that have happened to me in real life, and it's still being updated to this day, updates will be slow, but even if you guys don't like it, I hope that someone will give it a try, even if it doesn't become famous, or whatever the fact that someone out there is reading something that  I wrote, even if I wasn't in the right mindset, it would feel kind of nice. It's not a mandatory thing, and you guys can just dismiss this whenever you like.just feel free to leave skim through it if you want or ignore this thing the choice is yours

I know it's been a long time since I post something like this, last time I did, it was to complain about things, I'm gonna be honest, I kind of feel guilty when I do that, but hey, we all need an outlet right? things with my mom aren't perfect, and ever since COVID hit, I've been facing a lot of different things, just like everyone else has a lot of things have happened in my life, and I'm going to admit something right now. I almost committed suicide because of a stupid argument that I caused with my mom, I know it sounds pathetic, but we've all had our pathetic moments right? But not everythings sucky. As cheesy as it's gonna sound, I have animated think for that. I'm always happy watching an exciting moment from an animate that I'm just starting.and there are some things to look up too. life is incredibly hard for everyone, no matter the difficulty level, it is, but I'm gonna say this right now, there are things to look up to, there are things to live for, and even if I myself will forget that I know I'll be reminded that my self someway or another, I hope everyone out there is trying to keep their heads up. I'm rooting for you guys. As weird as that might sound. 

My mom has trust issues with me, you wanna know how I know?. I wanted my mom to leave my room since I had a class zoom meeting and I like to work by myself, when I asked her to leave, she automatically assumed the worst and then refuse to budge, I kept asking her to leave, but she just said ' cause I know you're gonna do something bad' which I wasn't, when I asked her why she think that she said, 'because I know you'
          This is one of the many things that I've come to hate. Just because you gave birth to us and raised us, does not mean you do know what's going on in our heads, you don't know anything about us, fuck that you'll just assume things that's not knowing us. 

Irst post it's about something sucky that happened in my life
           Great. So my mom put a parental control on my phone, even though I'm 18 now, I disabled it and put a lock on my phone, but I know that when she finds out shes going to be pissed 

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