syahirah

Kenapa Allah kenalkan aku dgn dirinya sedangkan aku tahu kami tidak akan lebih dr menjadi seorang sahabat?
          
          tapi , sahabat itu lebih bermakna  dr terus kehilangan dirinya, bukan?

Reality does hurt me and left me behind a l o n e 
          
          from,
          lost g i r l

i've been stuck in the dimensi,
          cold but beautiful,
          hurt but pleasure,
          damn, i still addicted to it,
          even i know,
          i slowly dying without no one noticing

"Siapapun dia kalau tidak mau menghargai orang gak akan pernah bisa dihargai orang buk," Dilan (Dilan 1990)
          
          Can't  wait for the continuous love story about Dilan and Milea coming next year.

21 Oct should be the day for me to interview for  Ujian Kemasukan Sekolah Berasrama Penuh. But unfortunately I forgot to rewatch the web and click at the semakan pusat UKSBP , and you know what happend ? I did't went for the interview which is today and I was disqualified to enter for form 4 at SBP because whoever want to go for SBP they must go interview first and their future to enter to SBP is going to be easy. Yes after I know that I was forget that my name dikehendaki  buat interview tu today I was literally sad , you know. But now alhamdulillah I'm okay , not sad anymore but still a bit dissapointed. My dear friend, I just feel that I was failed because I forgot just about silly things. Hence , I dissapointed with myself the most. I can't even recognizes that today was the day for me to interview to get in to SBP. I feel helpless , useless and idiot. And at 3:00 at the midnight I still can't sleep. 

https://nsletter.blogspot.com/p/dare-to-dream.html

Though you're even not know me but you are my favourite , still.

Let's begin

In his kingdom.
          He can't administer without his queen.
          But
          In her kingdom
          She still can stay but full with the myth in the air
          Can you see her magic in the air,heh?

To all the dreams in the air,
          To all the magic fload in the air,
          Can't you see the atmosphere filled with beautiful myth?