This message applies to all: I do realize that I have not been the best person to talk to, and for this, I am not available all the time. I also understand that for me to move on in my life I need to have true peace of mind and be at peace with myself. You may not like me and to some degree hate/despise me. I am tired of constantly being in emotional pain and this mental torture that I cannot seem to escape, but I am now letting go of people who no longer serve me in a positive light. So honestly, if you are a person that cannot see me as a friend, have check-ins every day or other week, book club discussions, spirituality, and just talk about other things other than drama, jealousy, and envy, then if forgiveness is not in your heart then it is best now that we go out separate ways and continue to live life as only we each know separately. Thank you, very much for reading this abrupt message, and have a great day!!