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I used to record every aspect of my life when I was younger, even the stupid shit. I was that one kid that would do something for absolutely no reason and annoy the hell out of anyone within a 300 meter radius.
My mom and my sister were watching them the other day, laughing their asses off, and honestly I felt repulsed as I went back upstairs. It's not that I was mad at them, more of a I despise the child that I once was.
I have mellowed out a lot, maybe because I don't have that blasting energy and competitiveness for attention I once had. Thanks to this drastic change, I have noticed that I get along way better with my siblings. I also developed a strong hate for relatives, but I think that only closer family members matter. I don't feel the obligation of having to put up with their dumb shit, yk? (I mean that with no harshness)