this message may be offensive
Random vent cause it's 4:38am :)
I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH AFTER MAKING ME FUCKING PANIC THAT SHE DID SOMETHING UNSETTLING TO HERSELF OR UNALIVED HERSELF.
BUT NO, FUCKING 1.5 YEARS LATER. SHE RETURNS TO ME. SAYING 'i jUsT nEEdEd a bReAk.’ COULD'VE AT LEAST GIVEN ME A FUCKING EXPLANATION YOU FUCKING LITTLE CUNT!!
I hate seeing her happy. I did so so much for her. I did whatever I could for her. I stayed up late as fuck to help her with mental issues, get over a break up, help and talk to her boyfriend too so they could fix their relationship. I was her best friend. And yet I still wasn't good enough and got fucking ghosted. I wish I could just spit it in her face and let her know how much I hate her. I hate her so so much, words can't explain.
But it's her loss.