Rui Chiruka

bruh so i havent been online cause of drama. and my friend just deleted the only way i can talk to her.smh

MY NAIL HURTS </3

Also i put my hair in pigtales and i have a bowl cut. So thos looks cute t-t it was just so hot so i had to pull it up some

Am i really this fucking messed up. I wrote that second chapter so many times making different endings to it. Deaths, sex, fuck even kidnap. In only the second fucking chapter. This is why i chose to ad a little bit of fluff in it. But it needed to be dramatic. I dont want it to be boring. But i dont want it to be like. Ya know, to extream ;-;

I feel like at times writing sad stuff might make me even more sad. Like ... wow kai your that fucked up arnt you.. then it makes me feel better because im letting stuff off my chest. Like fuck dude.. anyways im just hopeing i can get out to some people.. people i can connect to.
          
          Other then old rat yoongi hybrid hehe >:3
          
          But still.. i enjoy ky few friends i have left.. but i just want to hear everyone elses story.. child abuse.. sexual abuse.. drud abuse.. anything.. someone i can comnect to and we can both say "its ok.. i am here for you.. we are all in the same boat".. but right now i am just in the titanic and the event of my last breath is on loop..

GRR BARK BARK SNARL SNARL

Hello. I need some help with the second chapter of changes In sorrows and memories.. I wrote half of the chapter but then it got deleted. So cow yoongi hybrid. Get yo but over here and call me before I have a panic attack

cheese balls — cowhybridjoon 

Sooo sorry but bye. My mental health is off the charts lately and i honeslty need some time away form electronics. Bye

Its storming outisde and im scared of thunder. Im having panic attacks! Its like 2 30 am here too. Lord save me!!, i hate the screams of satans screams!,