STEPHENS_LOVER

Hey, I hope you're doing well, I read your poetry book and I really love the way you write, the style, and the way you express your feelings through it, I'm also a poet I've been writing poetry for years, but I just started publishing my poetry here on wattpad, and I'd really appreciate it if you take a little of your time to check out my poetry book,I wrote it at different periods of my life, with too many emotions that are obvious in my writing, im sure its smth you'd like to read, i hope you like it,I'll leave the link below,Thank you alot!, wish you the best .
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/370005289?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Porchie911

I've learned to accept that everybody hates me and I'll die lonely. 
          
          I try and be happy and I try and smile and laugh and get along with other people, I might laugh on the outside but I'm crying floods on the inside. I miss feeling loved, I wish I had closure and talent. But instead I was born uglier than every girl and a fuck up. I can't do anything right, I can't even make others happy. I have no purpose. why am I here?

If anyone ever wants to make me cry, You don't even have to be mean to me Just play the song "Honey" by Bobby Goldsboro. It's one of my favorite songs but it's the most depressing song you will probably ever hear

I KINDA JUST like NEED STEPHEN SANCHEZ....I (DON'T) HAVE A PROBLEM *INTENSE LIP BITE*

(Some of my favorite lyrics)
          
          FUCK ME UP, IT'S ONLY A BODY....YEAH YEAH YEAH, IF GOD EXISTS IT SHOULDN'T BE A PROBLEM, YEAH YEAH YEAH, SOCIALITE- Post Malone (Socialite)
          
          YEAH I'LL FUCK GOD WHEN HE LOVES ME BACK, PLEASURE- Waterparks (Soul sucker)
          
          THE OLDER I GET, THE MORE THAT IT'S TRUE, THAT HEAVENS A GIRL IN A BABY BLUE BATHING SUIT, OH MY SUNTAN GIRL WITH THE FRECKLES AND CURLS, LOOKS GOOD WHEN SHE SWIMS IN THE WATER, OH THOSE DEEP GREEN EYES, LITTLE MEAN, LITTLE NICE, MIDNIGHT'S COULDN'T GET ANY HOTTER, GIVE ME THE BIG BLUE WAVES, AND A TAN THAT STAYS, UNTIL THE GOOD OLD DAYS ARE GONE, LET THEM REMIND YOU, THAT SUMMERS A PLACE FOR, EVERYONE
          - Stephen  Sanchez (Baby Blue Bathing Suit)
          
          THEY'RE SO PRETTY IT HURTS, I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT BOYS, I'M TALKING ABOUT GIRLS, THEY'RE SO PRETTY WITH THEIR BUTTON UP SHIRTS- Girl in red 
          
          CUT ME CLEAN, UNTIL I CAN'T TAKE IT ALL, CUT ME CLEAN, SO I DON'T HAVE TO ANYMORE- Yung scuff, Jake webber, And Johnnie Guilbert (Cut me clean)
          
          I'D LOVE TO BE IN LOVE WITH YOU ENOUGH TO WRITE A LOVE SONG, OH, I NEED TO FEEL NEEDED AND I NEED IT MORE THAN I LET ON- Waterparks (High definition)
          
          SMOKE IS IN THE AIR, I WASN'T INTO ARSON, BUT LOOK AT WHAT YOU STARTED, DON'T PRETEND YOUR SCARED, IF I START BEING HONEST, WILL YOU STOP BEING HEARTLESS? I'M SO SORRY I BURNED YOUR HOUSE DOWN, THAT WASN'T VERY THOUGHTFUL OF ME, I SHOULD STICK TO WRITING SONGS NOT MESSING WITH LIGHTERS, I GUESS MY MAMA NEVER TAUGHT ME NOT TO PLAY WITH FIRE, SO IF YOU WANNA BURN ME, I'LL BURN YOU, IF YOU'RE GONNA HURT ME, I'LL HURT YOU, IF YOU TURN UP THE HEAT, I'LL TURN IT UP HIGHER, SOMEONE SHOULDA TAUGHT YOU NOT TO PLAY WITH FIRE, YOU ACT SO INNOCENT, BUT YOU'RE HOLDING A MATCH, AND I'VE GOT A CONTAINER OF GAS, IF YOU LET THAT THING GO, THIS PLACE IS GONNA BLOW, BUT THAT'S OK WITH ME AS LONG AS YOU'RE CAUGHT IN THE SMOKE- Christan Gates (ARSON)

@-L0VERGXRL Ofc

So I'm thinking about making a book with poems of mine since all my past work was cringe and trash and I'm older and wiser also I want to slow dance with Stephen Sanchez to "It's been a long, long time" By Harry James and Kitty Kallen, random but needed

thanks for the follow! >:3

I want to be immortal so bad sometimes, But at a specific age, 21. Why? Simple because then I could stay with the love of my life forever and ever, but also so I could walk into forever 21 while being forever 21. MY HUMOR IS AMAZING. Iguess since we're on the twilight topic today, Edward or Jacob?

(Yellow red october it's a good song trust)WE FELL IN LOVE IN A YELLOW RED OCTOBER, SHE HAD A COFFEE IN HER HAND AND A PUMPKIN ON HER CHOKER,
          
          (7/11 also a good song)
          SHE DRINKS A REDBULL
          (I DRINK A MONSTER)
          SHE BUYS TAKIS
          (AND I GET GUMMY WORMS)
          I WANT PIERCINGS JUST LIKE YOU
          CAN I SEE YOUR NEW TATTOO?
          
          (ANIMAL) 
          I DON'T WANNA WORK A DAY
          I DON'T WANNA SAY I CHANGED,
          NO I DON'T WANNA ACT THAT WAY,
          NO I'M AGAINST THE HUMAN RACE
          I'M AN ANIMAL,
          I'M AN ANIMAL,
          I DON'T KNOW NO BETTER
          
          YOUR TOUCH IS ECSTASY TO A HEART THAT BARELY BEATS MY LIPS ARE TURNING BLUE THE NIGHTS I'M NOT WITH YOU (ECSTASY)
          
          I WANT YOUR HEART, I WANT YOUR BRAIN, AND THAT BODY, CAUSE YOU'VE GOT ME GOING TOO INSANE, CAN'T CONTROL ME, I WANT YOUR HEART I WANT YOUR BRAIN, AND THAT BODY, CAUSE YOU'VE GOT ME ACTING LIKE A.....FUCKING ZOMBIE (EEEEEEEEEEEH)
          
          HEHHEHEHEHEHHE