TRYING TO COPE! Louis is 23 and it's all too much! I've been looking at fetus pictures and videos all morning and that's probably what I'm going to do all day. And I may have cried. I'm in too deep! I don't want any of my babies to grow up, especially not Louis!! (Though he will always be a child in spirit) Ugh the feels...I don't even want to think about next year...darn it, I thought about it! I guess I should stop my little rant before I start crying. Happy birthday Louis, I love you so much!!!!