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My life hates me I swear, It makes me miserable and when I tell someone they freak out and drag me to a hospital. A crisis worker comes and says I'm too mentally unstable to leave the hospital, So I was stuck in the hospital and thankfully they let me out earlier under strict supervision for the next who the fuck knows long then attended, Now I need to go to my psychiatrist and psychologist more often, I have depression meds that make everything seem worse, My best friend calls me too fucked up to hang around and makes an exit from my life and my mom thinks she did something wrong and my dad thinks I'm a fucked up. My brother and I are fighting and all I have his my little sister and people on here.
Welp Fuck me sideways with a chainsaw.
Sorry for the small rant, Im just so miserable.
Life wants me to shoot myself but I'm too young to buy a gun and now all the knives in my household were locked up and I literally can't do anything without someone asking me how I'm feeling or patting my back and saying 'It gets better.' I think I wanna jump off a bridge even more now. xD I really hate being touched so I accidentally slapped my brother when he touched my arm...Whoops?