Cav

Cav... WHERE ARE THEY.

It's been a year since you've made an announcement

making a new cover won’t give me ideas. 
          making a new cover won’t give me ideas. 
          making. a. new. cover. won’t. give. me. ideas. 
          
          Fuck it. 

I’ve put so much effort into art and lore for Before They Attacked, I’m afraid that my actual writing won’t do it justice. i want to collab with a good writer who loves fantasy as much as I do 

I hate winter. 
          
          thank you. 

okay, game plan for now. I’m going to try and update at least once a day. 
          
          It will usually be Full Circle or Sharks, but if I get an idea I’ll update Just Above the Underworld. 
          
          Sometimes I get to a weird part in a book where my brain can’t write a book so I might end up writing only Sharks or Full Circle for a while. 
          
          I promise I will TRY to update them both once a week but no promises. 
          
          Just Above the Underworld will get updated more often when I finish Sharks or Full Circle. 
          
          love y’all. thanks for reading <3

When I started writing new books I thought I would be able to leave my old books in the past and pretend they didn’t exist. Or at least pretend they were good. 
          
          Writing all of these on the same ish time line is so hard. I’ve practically read all of Unseen tonight and the times still aren’t right. 
          
          also. Will someone tell me why I love writing romantic confessions but cannot handle reading them? 
          
          Each of my characters has a little bit of me, Ana somehow ended up with the part of me that likes emotional and loving things to stay private. 
          
          That’s why the vows in the wedding were read. Because I could not handle writing them as speaking lines. 
          
          Some day I’m going to do a deep dive and see what part of me each of my characters have. 
          
          Anyways, that’s my rant for now. 

me : *thinking about starting a poly book*
          
          the unpublished books in my drafts : -_-
          
          

Nah uh.
          
          U just updated the last part. I'm not reading it. I'm not ready to cry.
          
          Ykw, fuck it. I'll do it. Cry date?
          
          Xoxo Dore the explorer

I’m struggling at the moment. 
          
          I don’t know if it’s writers block. I don’t think it’s writers block. 
          
          But I hate everything. 
          
          Can I please go back to when I posted the first chapter of Status and I was so proud of something I wrote? No? 
          
          I hate everything, but I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to stop, because I like the comments, but there are no comments if there are no updates. 
          
          Pain.