KitkatCocoo

Have you ever felt the need for a hug from someone whom you love.. Need to just talk to them endlessly so that even hours feel like a minute.. Need to just allow yourself to fall blindly for them because you know they will catch you.. They would be always by your side where you don't have to ask them to be with you, to call you ,to see you or to spend time with you. I crave that.. 

KitkatCocoo

Have you ever felt the need for a hug from someone whom you love.. Need to just talk to them endlessly so that even hours feel like a minute.. Need to just allow yourself to fall blindly for them because you know they will catch you.. They would be always by your side where you don't have to ask them to be with you, to call you ,to see you or to spend time with you. I crave that.. 

KitkatCocoo

Ever felt like you can't breathe n you don't even know the exact reason behind that... Just panic takes you over.. Uh feel like claustrophobic in an open room.. N uh need to cry for no reason? 

KitkatCocoo

@long_before_gone you have put my feelings out with words.. You can understand me
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long_before_gone

Sh*t i ranted a lot
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long_before_gone

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. . . And all tou want to do is cry and let it out , find some way of escape but it just dosen't  happen. We find ourselves back in thay hole like it's   reapeated cycle . . . Wanting to tell someone- anyone how you feel and just for once know that someone is truly there for you and not for their benefit but for you. You just wanna rant on and on about  how much it's hurting and you wanna make it stop but it just fucking doesn't.. .  
            
            That's just the most vulnerable feeling you can get because to reduce the pain you are willing to open up to even a starnger on the streets
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KitkatCocoo

I wanna let go of this guilt which is killing me.  I can't let her bear this burden on her old shoulders when im the sole reason behind of all this.  I wish I could change things even if that change required me taking some harsh decisions.  I don't know how to make things right. I feel alone n miserable.  

KitkatCocoo

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Now You want me to care less about you...then y the hell at the first place you came crying to me...its always you who decide everything n now trying to control my feelings too?I'm not a fucking doll.