Midnight Bloom

First off I am fine. No I'm not going to do anything to myself other than disappear from here. Don't worry over my well being. 
          
          I'm leaving because I can't and don't want to deal with the unwarranted harassment. I have my own problems and don't need this one on top of it all. 
          
          For those of you who know what happened, just leave it be. There's no point in making any of it worse so just let it be. 
          
          At no point is okay to bully and infringe on another's safety. It's too late to take things back so I am leaving for my own health. Whatever you guys do stay safe and again if you know what happened, I cannot beg enough leave it alone. Please please just leave it alone and again don't worry over me. I'm fine.

I doubt anyone will bother to read this and the person it's directed to will probably never look. Still I'm going to say it. 
          
          First, on the off chance you do look and in case you read nothing more, I am so sorry. I mean this. I am so so so very sorry for making you feel unsafe and threatened. 
          
          Never do I want to hurt people. Never do I want people to feel uncomfortable around me. It was never my intention and somehow I managed to scare you. I'm sorry. 
          
          I am an all or nothing type of person. If I see something, even just a little spark that clicks with me then that's all it takes for me. I am ready to pour my soul into a friendship then and there. I come off strong and despite the burns I give myself I am ride or die from day one. I am curious and unabashed with my honesty. I don't guard my heart. 
          
          But I also respect the way others feel. I don't expect new people to be as invested as I let myself be. I respect when they lay boundaries when I am aware of them and am willing to understand and compromise. 
          
          Still I can see how in my desire to build a friendship and to get to know you, I scared you. For that I can't apologize enough. 
          
          I doubt you'll ever see this but I had to say I was sorry.