No one really reads this when I post one but I'm going to anyway. I am depressed all the time and because I haven't written in months. I'm thinking of just closing down all of my stuff. It wouldn't really matter since not that many people read it anyway. But it feels like I can't breathe all the time, like I'm drowning. And if I'm feeling like this I won't be able to write so what's the point in having fanfic accounts. So I think after a few okay years that it's almost time for me to leave, maybe I'll get better, I don't know. But I do know that stressing about writing is not going to help.