There's this girl, she lives in a place you can never escape, but she moved away from one of those places also. She was born in the northern town of Mount Vernon, Washington, when she was a baby her family moved to a small town of Hopkinsville, Kentucky where her dad fought with the 101st screaming eagles. She had a hard childhood. With no daddy to help her along, and a depressed mommy, she too slipped into depression. In 2009, her daddy retired, she was really happy. They moved to another small town of Winchester, Kentucky, just a few hours away. She didn't really have any friends to leave behind but she was scared about meeting new people in a new town, but was willing to because her daddy would be home for more than a year. She was in the 6th grade. She made a friend that showed her what questioning God meant and quickly learned that she really didn't believe in that fairy tale. The next year felt wrong. Her daddy was home, he was yelling like no other and she started taking a blade to her skin. She had a dress code she she couldn't cover it. Skip 3 years and 10 friends, she's a 10th grader. She went to her friends house, there was this boy there, her step brother. She talked to him before, he was really cool. They traded numbers and decided to date. She really likes him. She met another boy, she doesn't like him in that way but they all hang out together. She really likes them all but they all leave in june for college and she fears the relationship. The relationship lasted 8 months. She is alone again, with two friends. A girl and her older brother. This girl has come out as asexual. She is me.