Kittythefluff884

I missed the anniversary of His Hero being published. I really wanted to have a chapter out for every anniversary, but this past year hasn't been kind to anyone. I'm really sorry, but I've just been overwhelmed with everything going on, and I kinda had to put any sort of writing off to the side so I could get through school. My mental health wasn't too great, but I'm doing a lot better now! I think I got off pretty lucky.
          	To be completely honest, I sort of lost interest in the series during this past year. I was waiting for season 4 to come out, and I guess I just forgot what made me so excited about it. Which is why I plan to rewatch the series and hopefully get my interest back! I do plan on finishing His Hero, but I doubt it'll be as long as I originally planned for it to be. In 2019, I planned to finish it around this time, take a break for a bit, and then start a second book. I had everything planned out, and then everything happened in 2020. I don't know if I'll make a second book for His Hero, or if I'll just put it all in the same book. 
          	
          	I want to thank you all for your continued support, even though I haven't been very active lately. I see most of the notifications, and I'm sure I've missed hundreds of comments. I used to pride myself on being able to respond to almost all of the comments, but to be honest, I haven't responded to any comments since May. I still haven't gotten through all 400+ comments from March to May either. I really would like to though. 
          	
          	I just wanted to say thank you, and that I'm not abandoning His Hero. I'm not sure when I'll have the next chapter out, but I hope it's soon.

Kittythefluff884

I missed the anniversary of His Hero being published. I really wanted to have a chapter out for every anniversary, but this past year hasn't been kind to anyone. I'm really sorry, but I've just been overwhelmed with everything going on, and I kinda had to put any sort of writing off to the side so I could get through school. My mental health wasn't too great, but I'm doing a lot better now! I think I got off pretty lucky.
          To be completely honest, I sort of lost interest in the series during this past year. I was waiting for season 4 to come out, and I guess I just forgot what made me so excited about it. Which is why I plan to rewatch the series and hopefully get my interest back! I do plan on finishing His Hero, but I doubt it'll be as long as I originally planned for it to be. In 2019, I planned to finish it around this time, take a break for a bit, and then start a second book. I had everything planned out, and then everything happened in 2020. I don't know if I'll make a second book for His Hero, or if I'll just put it all in the same book. 
          
          I want to thank you all for your continued support, even though I haven't been very active lately. I see most of the notifications, and I'm sure I've missed hundreds of comments. I used to pride myself on being able to respond to almost all of the comments, but to be honest, I haven't responded to any comments since May. I still haven't gotten through all 400+ comments from March to May either. I really would like to though. 
          
          I just wanted to say thank you, and that I'm not abandoning His Hero. I'm not sure when I'll have the next chapter out, but I hope it's soon.

The_FanfictionReader

Will you continue "HIs Hero"?

Kittythefluff884

@The_FanfictionReader Yeah ^^ I'm not sure when the next chapter will be out
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The_FanfictionReader

It’s all good just checking 
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Kittythefluff884

@The_FanfictionReader I plan to, but I've had to take a break and I'm really sorry for not saying anything. 
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Kittythefluff884

418 notifications since March 19th XD Wow, that's a lot. Sorry for the silence since March, I needed to take a break from literally every social media I have for school and mental health. I'm slowly catching up on the notifications. Thank you for your support, it means a lot! :)

Kittythefluff884

I miss the day
          where it wouldn't waste away.
          I miss the days where I wouldn't cry,
          the days where, my brain wouldn't fry.
          I sometimes wake up filled with dread
          And sometimes, it seems that I should be dead.
          But I am here,
          and sometimes, my life is one that I steer.
          But today, my life is out of control,
          the things I do, I cannot hold.
          I am tired and wish to rest my head
          To rest my head, and cry for the dead.
          
          
          I have literally never written poetry and succeeded in writing something that rhymes. I did a thing with my friend the other day where our sentences had to rhyme. It was dumb, but really fun XD. 
          I really am tired, though.

Kittythefluff884

In writing, I tend to pretend
            that it's not me.
            An escape is what it is,
            a way to escape and be free.
            To write something personal is not something I do,
            I do not write as me, or as you.
            The characters I write are different from me,
            they're the ones who are better it seems.
            The ones who can be strong,
            the ones who can get up can move on.
            They are not me,
            they are free.
            
            I write these characters to be better than me.
            Something I wish to be.
            A way to escape, and a way to not worry,
            Worry about my life, which seems to be in a hurry.
            I wish I had a remote,
            one where, I can pause and it doesn't feel like I'm on a boat.
            A boat that has been shaken.
            In this storm, it rocks, and cries, "I think you are mistaken!"
            Mistaken in my choice,
            mistaken in my voice.
            I wish to be free
            To be free and allowed to be me.
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Pandamatic0075

hey kitty, it's uh... it's been a while. Almost a whole year. (srry but that btw)
          XD
          u probably don't even remember me lol

Pandamatic0075

great!
            So glad that I finally worked up the courage to say hi!
            cya later!
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Kittythefluff884

Merry Christmas to those who are celebrating today! To those who aren't, I hope you're having a great day!
          Sorry I haven't been able to update lately, life has been a little crazy. But things are finally starting to settle a little. I hope I can update His Hero soon!

Kittythefluff884

And now I'm tempted to go through and edit all of His Hero even though it isn't finished and I still have school work. 

Kittythefluff884

@AsheDarling707 Thank you so much! I'm almost done with this semester of school, I just have finals to tackle next week. I had one last week, but I still have other finals. I'm hoping to have some time to write His Hero over winter break. 
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Kittythefluff884

It's November already, dang XDD. 
          I haven't had time to write like, at all since school started and I feel so bad about that. Like, I want to be able to write His Hero and some of my personal stories, but I just don't have time. I would be so pleased to have a day off to just write. 
          I had to take two days off from school work this week (I still went to class meetings, but that's about it) because of a horrible headache, so now I'm paying the price with a million assignments that are all due in an hour. I literally couldn't have a light on when I had that headache. It was awful. But I'm a lot better now! I can finally think XD. 
          But I do wish for a day off, I haven't had one where I could function since school started. Literally, my only two "days off" were because of the headache. 

Kittythefluff884

School's kicking my butt  I have 32 assignments due this week that I'm aware of. There will be more, I'm sure of it. 
          So that's why I've been quiet lately. I've been drowning in school work, working 7 days a week just to try to keep up, which is impossible. I think my caffeine addiction is back too, which I worked so hard to get rid of two years ago, so that's really disappointing. 

boogeymanspooky

@Kittythefluff884 Haha, Of course~! But honestly, I admire your ability and commitment lol
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Kittythefluff884

@boogeymanspooky Thank you so much ^^ it actually got up to 36 assignments before the week ended . Luckily, I've only had 20ish assignments this week ^^
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Kittythefluff884

Sorry for not updating His Hero lately! August is a really busy month for me (just like January). I've also been spending my writing time developing a new story. It's not a story I think I'll publish here, but I am enjoying the story so far. So I've been working on that a lot lately. 
          I'll try to work on His Hero today and try not to get distracted any more than I already have today XDD. 

Kittythefluff884

@EliteWeeaboo7 XDD Thanks. I typed like 2 paragraphs so far XDD
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WhatEvenAm-I-721_

@Kittythefluff884
            It's all good, my guy
            
            
            As a professional procrastinator, I understand lmao
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