I'ma rant here since I cant rant no where else, so I have moved to Las Vegas 3 weeks ago and I have been living with along with my mom with her situation ship house and today he called the police on my mom bc of something so dumb and I searched up his name to know he is worth millions of dollars and can avoid trouble while my mom is packing our stuff up she said she will call the cops if she can't find her key since this all started with my mom leaving her situation ship at the charging station for her Tesla, like he so freaking for real rn... And now I'm with one of my mom's girl friend house rn and I don't know what to feel or show my emotions, should I cry? Crash out? Or just feel nothing... And since I was young I had trouble expressing my emotions so I just have a relaxed face or straight face all the time since I was a baby, also i had a panic attack cause we left Iowa from domestic abuse and idk why we are on the wrong foot in a new state. And me listening to music while reading Wattpad stories calms me down from my anxiety and from me having panic attacks from the abuse, especially the bluelock ones makes me laugh and smile a lot so I can forget about what happened and go into my own world, and this is what I have to rant Abt cause I can't go no where else since my family members have the socials that ppl who rant have.
