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Also for people who like my up-to-date works, I recommend going to my ao3. It has more works (and better ones)

Do people still use wattpad?? I’ve become more of a ao3 fanatic lol

Y’all ever take a break from reading sad shit and listening to sad shit so when you do that stuff again, y’all just can’t help but cry. 
          
          I think the sadness I feel whenever I do that stuff is just how I felt all the time back then. Back then I was just so sad that I couldn’t tell how that stuff affected me. It all was the same

Sleep is never coming fr
          
          I’ve had insomnia for close to a decade and EVERY SINGLE FUCKING NIGHT I can’t sleep, in that time the most sleep I got in a night is five hours. 
          
          I had sleep studies, so many meds, lifestyle changes, lost weight, gained weight, nothing is working.
          
          I’m done

I MADE A NEW BOOK AGAIN YAY
          
          this shit is a bts one and I’m fr proud of it, so please go check it out.
          
          Nah and I’m still working on rewriting my other ones, but they ain’t my main priority. In fact, I’m hella close to just deleting them. Lmk
          
          Anyways, the new one is a work in progress. It’s called the boy primed for death, yes I’m still making angst and horror shit

I made a new book yall. 
          
          It’s called depression is the only friend I need
          Ik I’m fr still depressing shit but yk I don’t know how to write fluff so deal with it
          
          It’s completed, although short— I’ll hitchu hard fr

Bro, I’ve been shitting for the past 3 hours and I still can’t get any school work done wtf

Nah bruh, guess who has a concussion?

Istfg I’m starting to have hearing loss, and blood shouldn’t be coming out of my ears right?! RIGHT?!

My vision is fucking blurred so bad because of doing schoolwork for 50 hours straight. Also yall my therapist said that after observing me for a while they think that there’s a possibility I have autism, and now that I’m looking back on my life I realized that I have a lot of symptoms. But I now feel like I’m unconsciously faking(??), idk, but it’s causing me lots of stress. I’m rlly scared ngl. I told my mom and she says that I’m just creating more problems for myself. Any advice ig?????  But anyways im having writers block, yall got any Bts prompts or ideas, pls only platonic and maybe hella angst cuz I still wanna die lol
          
          Thx   (๑꒦ິ ̼ ꒦ິ๑)♡