The boy who didn't know that one day he will ask how he learn how to ask why he was formed and existed inside a womb. Can't comprehend what is the difference between nightmare and sweet dreams. Autumn is here, winter is near. Between hatred and gladness, the young man only have one companion whom is the emptiness. Winter solstice came. Solitude is his glorious kingdom, invaded by the brutal and powerful curiosity which is the lust of a soul. As the kingdom that the boy only have burns, the boy also turned into ashes and gradually while looking in the snowfall he saw a beautiful eclipse that turn the blue horizon with snowfall into a freezing crimson blood phenomena. The boy was watching a wonderful and horrendous sight in his last moments. Not only the young man's whole body, even his tears turned into ashes. The young man's tears that turned into ashes was blown away along in the snowfall and icy wind under a crimson blood eclipse, the ashes continue to exist with no direction,  dispersed and was no longer possible to be see by the naked sight. 


I loved listening to classical and instrumental music every time. I listen to classical and sad instrumental musics while I'm taking a shower and when I'm tired. I spent majority of my time formulating personal theories about myself, people around me and the connection of time here in present and to the future together with the interaction I have with other Human beings. I love spicy foods like Kimchi, sushi, pizza -- etc. I respect people who have strong will. I'm into painting and writing about every metaphor that comes into my mind. My favorite anime character is Kaneki Ken and Arima Kishou both from the Tokyo Ghoul series.  


"This world is a circus, Life is a show, everything is funny and meaningless wherein in the end.. we will all leave one by one, facing the unheard hell of loneliness once the show end."  (2018)

"I have seen it all.. everything is just senseless as chasing the wind..." (2016)