Kleith

Why are there new followers I'm not gonna post new stories here, please, I don't want to waste your time. It's ultimately your decision what to do, but also I just wanna inform you all that this account will be mostly dead unless I'm updating my one-shots book (just to keep a timeline of what fandoms I wrote for, for whenever future-me is feeling nostalgic). 
          Thank you so much for your support for all these years, when I was active and even when I wasn't active on wattpad for long amounts of time! And the people who I chatted with and expressed concern during rough times in my life, thank you so much :'> 
          (also, rip to wattpad dms and my chats history)

have the sudden urge to start gushing and subject my poor followers to my current obsession (tgcf) just because the previous post here from 2021 is glum af. the two wolves inside me are fighting to the death. oh also in case anyone missed it I wont be posting here anymore unless its in the one-shots book so i have a little timeline of what fandoms i got into

hey idk if you'll see this given the announcement below but if you do-
          are you okay? is life any better for you?

*sigh* ....I am failing. At life. Please read my profile. I’ll delete wattpad from my phone right after posting this. I had already deleted other apps and probably some others too.

Bad news. Got stuck. Might have to rewrite the chap to unstuck myself. I let it sit for a while hoping I eventually manage to continue it....still nothing.
          
          Why did I now only remember that, if a writer is stuck and putting something off, then one of the possible causes could be that there’s something about my writing that I don’t like. Something that doesn’t make me feel satisfied.
          
          But I forgot that. And I let the chapter sit for too long instead of rewriting it into something I can be happier with sooner. I’m sorry.
          
          I got to talking about a friend about stories, and now I have the sudden urge to write stuff (it comes and goes).
          
          P.S. Also I had written a very short drabble thing with dragon!Percy ending up in Night Vale? Very short, features a bewildered Percy and not just because he was a dragon suddenly. Would anyone be interested in that?

I know it’s not permanent, but-
          
          Ranked #1 in those with percyjacksoncrossover tags?
          
          I-...and I opened wattpad to work on the next chap, too. It’s like the universe is encouraging me.
          
          *waves at readers-followers* Thank you!

I’m just really stressed with school right now. More times than I can count I pulled an all nighters, to the point I have little trouble staying awake until 6:00 only to barely keep myself awake for the rest of the day. Twice I had to write a letter of explanation to my teachers on why I missed the morning RLE activity and missed a quiz, and my explanation was basically just “I had very little sleep the night before and fell asleep during the day, sorry”. And I’m failing some of the quizzes too because I had trouble focusing.
          
          I’m glad you like my story, but please understand that I have a life outside wattpad, and what little time I have to myself I prefer to spend it on things that require less brain power. I dont want to write a chapter that I would only hate later on because I wasn’t satisfied with the quality.

A hand slams on a desk.
          
          Slowly, ever so slowly, she pushes herself up from where she had been face-desking amongst the manifestation of virtual school work piles and looks up, blinking blearily.
          
          "Huh? Whu? Update? What?" She rubs her eyes and sighs. "Yeah, I'll be writing the next chap little by little. But don't get your hopes up too much, college is killing me. 
          
          And when I'm mentally tired, trying to words that make sense is too much and I just want to relax and rest my brain either through sleep or entertainment. The scene, what I want to convey, is in my head and damn is it long. A chapter is not a short drabble, it takes time. It takes even more time when school is clawing at my mental battery.
          
          If you happen to know/follow me in other social media (doubt it?) and noticed I posted some long one-shot or whatever, chances are that I wrote that quite a few months ago and it just had been gathering dust until I decided to let it fly.
          
          But hey, writing this in this way is like a warm up. I'll be adding more on the unfinished next chapter once this conference I'm "listening" to is done."
          
          And with that, she stretches. She glances annoyed at the teacher on screen and wondering how he got into blood types in Italy of all places, then finally presses the final period in this post.

School is over! :D
          
          
          
          
          
          School is also starting next week on Monday :)))))
          
          Not even a week of break. To draw and write and rest and relax and rp with new online friends. Just a few days spent on enrollment and payment and signing whatever and buying books and an online orientation, then back to learning.
          
          
          
          I. Hate. Them. I hate online class. I hate covid. I'm burning in hate right now. Words cannot express my frustrated anger and how much my sleep deprived self want to lock myself in my room and just stew for while. Actually, I'm gonna do that after this.

Heeeeyyy... Chaos' Champion readers.
          
          So, you know how I put a Maybe on that fic for like, five years and then officially abandoned it? Yeah, sorry. I tried to rewrite, but I just couldn't really continue writing. I just...can't.
          
          But just deleting the stuff I wrote for the Rewrite doesn't seem right either, so I decided to just post them in my one-shots book. If you're still interested (if you still remember what fic I'm talking about after five years lol), you can check it out.
          
          Also, I unpublished the whole book cause...*sighs and shrugs* It's bugging me. I can't pinpoint why exactly, but it's presence keeps bugging me.